I went for my check up this morning. We were early. Managed to have breakfast at Delifrance. Did the scanning and baby now weighs 3.2 kg. Tomorrow i am 40 weeks pregnant and….jeng..jeng..jeng….

My cervix has opened up at 2 cm ONLY? Wahahaah!!!!!

Ok guys, i have about 10 more hours to be warded to the hospital because i’ve choosen to induce on 24 October 2007, that is my EDD date. My doctor told me that my baby is too big for my size. I am afraid that I might have to go for C-sect, which i hope no lah. I believe that every woman would prefer natural birth no matter how painful it is. Well, do pray for me so that I have the strength to push my baby out from the tummy. My amniotic fluid is still sufficient at this moment for baby to stay comfortably in my tummy.

This is the battle that I am going to fight with. This is between God and me. It scares me whenever i think of it. I am afraid of the pain too but most importantly, I am afraid that……ahh…ok forget it. It wont be nice talking about it.

I make a request to my hubby that I just want him to be with me starting from 6 am later at the hospital. I want to have a short shower with him first at home as early as 5 am, then i want him to shave my ehem again because now the bulu2 start to tumbuh again and very the itchy. LOL!!! Then tonight i want him to massage my feets and legs rabak2 so that I have a good night sleep. I dont want anybody to be with me except for my hubby once the doctor start to induce me.

Later, im going to have seafood dinner with my very favourite couple at East Coast. Kata orang tu, last ah konon makan berdamai with baby in the tummy. Nanti besok lusa baby dah kluar dah lain sikit. Heheheheh.

Euuuwwww..i cant believe it man!!!!! I really hope everything will goes on smoothly for both baby and me.

Thanks to all my friends who has been so busy sms-ing me for the past weeks and today, my hp macam nak meletup ok because they are so excited whether my baby dah out or not. Heeeee….. I feel so great macam Artist Fofular gituuuuuu!!

Yang lain2 tu, if you all havent buy my baby’s gift yet, please hurry up ok? Especially yang bottle steriliser and basin mandi baby tu ok? Tolong cepat sikit ye? LOL!!!

10 more hours to go before i admitted at KKH. Wooo hooo!! Step makan angin kat hotel posh lah gitu kan?

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