This morning i went for my check up together with my mum and Shibly. And oh my, i didn’t expect that my gynae would poke my pussy again for the pap smear test. I was not ready because i thought she just wanna peek a boo boo at my sudah pernah koyak skali pussy, but oh eeeeee! I kanna poke again and lucky the feeling tak sakit. But eh, enough is enough seh. The memories of having my pussy kena jahit was enough to make me feel so nilu nilu and mintak ampun i dont want to kena cucuk with any object be it hard and long or soft or short or what soe ver. LOL!

Actually I am waiting anxiously for my baby bonus to be credited into my bank account and then suddenly i realised that i am wasting my time aje check my phone banking to see if the money has been credited because the form was rejected since i have forgotten to fill up certain section. Sooooo benci lah! Dah lah tengah kering2, harapkan duit, satu cuit pun takde. But since my mum accompanied me this morning, i got to borrow money from her. heeee heeee!!! And ok, maybe i should let you know what are the stuff that i bought at KKH.

This may sound crazy but i am excited to try out this!

I already had the manual breast pump from Avent but i dont know why i must waste my money again and bought this. I just want to pump pump pump until I am satisfied that I have more milk! But at the same time, i am worried too because what IF my breast have stop supplying milk? Baru beli electric pump tu and it will be damn wasted! So please pray for me and i will also pray hard that i can and i will breast feed until my son dont want it anymore.

And oh yes, my mum is very kind enough to buy me a Diaper Bag! I am so happy!!!!

Of course i would love to have LV Diaper Bag! But hor, that damn bag is damn expensive and I will only buy it IF i kena TOTO lah! Hur hur hur.

The next issue is about my Shib Boy. He doesn’t want to be fed by bottles and he will cry like hell if we were to force him drink his milk from the feeding bottles. I am so worried because i think i am going to have the same problem as Mahd.

However, i managed to coax him macam nak rak and at last, he gave in to me and drank his milk through bottle but of course, in an angry manner. Angry manner macam mana? Angry manner nye si Shibly tu macam gini….”Urgghh..urgghh..urggh…” It sounded something like that lah when he drank his milk through bottles. His face will turn all red and sometimes, he purposely throw away the milk from his mouth and started to vomit. Apa lagi, i will automatically stop it but sometimes i purposely buat bodoh and at last he drank his milk in a peaceful manner sampai lah susu tu habis. Initially i thought he doesnt like formula milk but he reacted the same way when i fed him with my breast milk through his feeding bottle. So at last, we knew that the problem lies with the bottles and not the milk.

Maybe i should change the teat eh?

Penat eh ada anak? Macam macam nak kena faham seh. But it is fun to learn!

Bila lah baby bonus dan BONUS nak datang ni? I cant wait to shop my baju and pants!

Will be back again!

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