Tonight, it is going to be the 2 of us again at home. Just like yesterday.

I don’t really like to be alone with Shibly during night time because im afraid that he might get cranky all of the sudden. Imagined if im the only one there to soothe him down? Especially in the middle of the night? Choy! Choy! Choy la.. wouldn’t want that to happen.

Yesterday night, both of us slept well. He slept next to me on the bed. I hope to have a smooth night with him just like any other day. Although i may hear some ‘noises’ outside my room, i just pretended to sleep and sleep. Lol! Don’t know why it happened but do you always hear strange noise during at night when everybody was fast asleep?

That’s why i don’t really like to be alone with him at home on the night time. You get what I mean? What if suddenly Shibly sees that ‘thing’ and cried non-stop? Eeeiisshhh.  Ha ha ha. Ok don’t worry. I always recite some prayers to Shibly when he fall asleep every night.

I wanted to watch TV yesterday after Shibly fell asleep but when i looked at the timing, it is already 11 pm (im lucky he slept early!) and so decided to knock off early too since i gotta kelam kabut carik taxi in the morning with him. I even drop the idea to continue with my laundry, i supposed to jemur my laundry tapi malas! Malas or takut, i also not sure. Lol!

My mum will only be coming to my place on Friday. How sad.

I have to buy dinner later. I am grateful that both of my in-laws willing to sacrifice their time to send Shibly back at my place every evening. I saved the taxi fares on that part. Love them to bits!

On another note, im happy and proud of myself because i managed to go to work for 5 days straight last week even though i gotta send Shibly of fto my MIL’s place. No absent² or Mc² heheheh. This week, i skipped one day because i felt so tired on Monday morning. Will i be able to struggle my taxi routine every morning till this Friday? We’ll see yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…hah hah hah.

And to you my friend/sista, hope you get well soon. I pray all the best for you. Insyallah.