Ya i know its New Year and today is the 5th. I am taking a break right now as I have been very busy since morning. I’ve been busy in my dreams too, busy thinking about the workloads which is full of shits. Grrr!

Oh ya, what a beginning year to start with huh? Complaining about work? I have so many things to complain about. Not only about works but about people and the environment here.

Anyway, let’s start with my not so nice plan for this month. Whilst everybody are starting to be busy and back to business ( no more holiday miday except for this CNY), I am also busy planning how to manage sending Shibly off to my MIL’s place every  morning. The reason is, my husband is on reservist starting today till next week (i think sat/sun he can come back home lah). No transport for me  except for public transport lah. But if i were to take cab from Mon to Fri, it means that i am contributing about $50 to Mr Taxi for 5 days. $50 can top-up for his Ass 13 petrol or top up his cash card. So sayang right? You want me to take bus? LAgi cannot because if the bus is too crowded, where am i supposed to stand and carry Shibly and with my bag and all?

My MIL has been kind enough to suggest that i leave Shibly at her place every night and can just visit him maybe one of the weekdays after work then headed back to my own place so that I won’t kelam kabut bangun pagi carik taxi with him. But it is a No-No for me. I cannot leave w/out Shibly at night and i think that Shibly also cannot leave w/out me since i am still tetek-ing him. For me, no matter how penat and how kelam kabut i have to manage my time, i still feel that it is my responsibility to take care of my own child and attend to his needs wherever i can. So i must learn to sacrifice my time in order to be with my son all the time. Never once i let him sleep w/out my presence at night. Nobody know how much i want to be home right after work so that i can smell my boy and hug him and kiss him and play with him. At times, i’d rather spend time with my son at home than to meet my friends after work. Even if i sacrificed a little bit of my time with my friends, my heart tak tenteram tgk time bila nak balik ni, bila nak balik ni…LOL!

Im not sure how other mummies feel. Some may agree with me but some will not. Cause some will think that we need to have our own private time with friends, chilling out at the bar or have coffee after work frequently. I have to agree on that part but ntah lah, maybe i am the kolot one since i prefer to have coffee with my husband at home after work everyday or chill with my son at home instead of the bar. LOL. I’d rather watch my Vasantham Central during the weekends at home and make one nice teh susu with any kuihs but not with Shibly disturbing my teh and sibuk nak makan kuih jugak. LOL!

Ok let’s not get sensitive over this issue. To each his own rite? For me, i do realise the importance of having friends around even though i am married and with kid. Cause we never know what will our husband do next. He may love me and be attentive to me now but sooner or later, when he kena strike TOTO, he may want to enjoy his life with other woman. And my child? My child dah besar jadi teenagers rebellious asik tak nak balik rumah aje. Then i have no one at home and will start looking for friends but friends all cabut already liao. How like that?

I think kan, topic dah lari. But the conclusion is, i am trying my best to find a jolly good time to meet with my girlfriends after work ok? I am trying and will try sampai lah no one is willing to ask me out again. LOL!

Ok let’s go back to my story pasal tidur rumah in law and all.

At last, my MIL suggested that i sleep over her place lor then go back to my place on weekends lor. Haiyah, still it is a No-No situation for me. You know how leceh or not? I have to bring over my clothes and my shoes and my underwear and all and yada yada yada….But…errrr…i guess i have to do that la even though i am a bit reluctant. So this is what i am gonna do.

Tonight, i am sleeping over at my MIL’s place with Shibly. After work, i will go back to my place first then mandi and pack what baju to wear for work tomorrow then kemas sikit rumah then go my MIL’s place.

Tomorrow, i will sleep at my own place and will plan to get both my MIL and FIL to send Shibly to my place and will sacrifice my duit jajan naik taxi lagi for the next morning.

And so, bergilir-gilir lah sampai my laki finish his reservist.

What’s with this reservist eh? I kinda starting to hate it because it makes me bingit and tak suka sorang kat rumah with the anak. Very troublesome you know? VERY IRRITATING! And to find a cab in the morning at my area is not that easy. But so far so good lah. LIncah sikit taxi sampai. If not, selamat ah dgn dukung budak satu tangan and hail cab with another tangan. Grrrrrrrr. Almost tempted to take urgent leave today you know?

Oh well! What to do? Anyway, i didn’t celebrate new year eve pun. Rot at home with my favourite couple and watched movie. Itupun semua dah tidur. Hur hur hur.

Ok lah bye. I really dont know what to say already. I am suffering here. Anyone willing to volunteer send Shibly and me to work every morning? LOL! Thank you many many!

12 Comments »

1. i understand how u feel sia! aku EVERY morning rushing tau..pasal i have to send adryan to my mother house alone! haha

   laki aku siang2 dah gi kerja..

   so aku most of the time terpaksa naik cab to my mum place..if not tak yah gi kerja

   or else slalu terMC or terUrgent leave haha..

   nari pun aku tak kerja haha MC ..pasal overslept ahwah

   Comment by lynnmaharet — January 5, 2009 @ 11:21 pm

2. I so agree with u sis regarding the everyday waiting for time to knock off coz cant wait to see the kids and abt the outing wif fren, so do i, i still prefer to go back straight ten out wif fren after werk but at times i do out wif fren after werk tapi mesti nk cepat alik, hahaha!!

   N talking abt reservist, my hub pun will be on reservist for 3 weeks soon and mi pun still tinking wat to do since for mi im having 2 now, kalau dulu, only my son at least i can handle and i rasa i’ve no choice, also lyk u lah, stay at MIL place

   Tk pe sis, terpaksa sacrifice for few wks je, after that back to normal.

   Btw Happy New Year to you babe

   Comment by Aisah — January 6, 2009 @ 10:02 am

3. Same adegan with my two kiddies lar dek.

   Mee too will sleepover for 2 weeks at mom’s place when hubby is on 7am-7pm shift years ago . penat badan…

   I can’t bear to not see/smell/hug my kiddies for even one day tau.. Nalure mak-mak lar katakan..LOL.

   Skrng nie pon, dah besar panjang, if I dun kiss/hug them & their bantal busyuk, my day has not begun yet .

   After that adegans, bila dorang dah besar sikit, my mom & dad stayed over at my place during the day and leave my home in the evening, like they work with me like dat, report to work at my home..heheh.

   Tapi I kena bilang my mom not to bersikhkan my bilik and buat kerja rumah..malu tau. I want her to just look after the kiddies & sent them to PCF..

   Sigh, adegans tu dah over… syukur…

   Comment by Kak Saly — January 6, 2009 @ 11:07 am

4. to Lynnmaharet: wow, ko lagik champion dari aku eh? everyday eh? eheheh, aku salute sama kau lah. siul lah duit cab hari² eh? kaya..kaya…lol! eh aku pun macam feeling² nak ponteng kerja ni. kalo boleh nak cuti 2 minggu jugak sampai laki aku abis reservist. lol!

   to Aisah: yo babe! u lagi parah jugak eh? two kids to handle. eheheh…and ya lar….susah tau nak kluar ngan members tapi hati ingat anak aje. sometimes i feel macam kesian gitu dorang tunggu kita lambat balik kat rumah. by e way, selamat ber-reservist for ur hubby and slamat tidur rumah your MIL eh soon? eheheheheheheh…Hapi new year to you too!

   to Kak Saly: u know wat kak? u remind me of my kak SK lah. heeheheheh… actually my MIL intend to sleep over my place when my hubby reservist tau, tapi dia pun ada hubby nak layan makan minum kan? my FIL suka tgk bola but sayang nye, i didnt buy the bola punya channel kat tv. my husband tak suka. so no choice i kena tidur sana seh. ada aje FIL i tu eh? lol! and ya lar…lucky kan ur adegan and babak² dah finish? i baru nak start and tak tau lah sampai bila….sob sob….

   Comment by natsuki — January 6, 2009 @ 11:19 am

5. oh yar, for that 1 year they “work at my homefront” I amik Starhub cable tau (the 1st & only time I sign up cable).. just for my “staff to enjoy the perks”.hahahah

   Comment by Kak Saly — January 6, 2009 @ 11:31 am

6. almost every day ah…nasib baik $5 jer ..but still kali 5 dah $25 eh! hahha

   nasib baik la laki aku fetch aku balik everyday ..save duit bus! ahha

   aku kalau jumpa gfs aku..aku heret adryan along ah! dia pun suka jalan2! haha

   Comment by lynnmaharet — January 6, 2009 @ 11:43 am

7. to Kak Saly: that’s very considerate of you. i mean, puas hati kan dapat kasi dorang entertainment whilst they taking care of your kids?

   to Lynnmaharet: eh quite cheap. tapi pun duit jugak kan? ehheeh…oh pasal outing with gfs tu, aku ni by the time after work amik anak dah tu jumpa members, dah pukul berapa siah? lecehrable kan? tapi i will try lah ye. eheheh

   Comment by natsuki — January 6, 2009 @ 12:06 pm

8. memang leceh sikit and penat! sebab tu rumah aku slalu tak terkemas! ahawhwhawh

   but then aku jumpa pun gfs pun mcm once a mth? heheh
   err most of the time i hang out w shai and adryan ahwhwahwah

   Comment by lynnmaharet — January 6, 2009 @ 2:52 pm

9. reminded me of how i used to trvl punggol-tamp/tamp-punggol when daniyal was smaller… penat memang penat tapi bila mlm2 dpt tgk muka anak, tgk kerenah dia mcm.. berbaloiii gitu kan? and then d nx day kena start the same routine, mcm malassss gtu kan? LOL..

   aiya, i oso no frenz liao.. my timetable lagi fixed.. work/home/play/sleep over and over again.. even now tt my mak stayg wit me, there was nvr an occassion she had to “OT” bcos I was out wit frenz.. aku rasa mak2 mcm kita ni kena dpt award.. LOL.. modern but mithali.. hahahahaha..

   Comment by daniyalmomma — January 6, 2009 @ 5:33 pm

10. to Lynnmaharet: heeheheh….hang ard dgn laki and anak? cool pee…

    to Shila: eh best nye ur mum staying with u? what happened to tampines punya rumah? dah jual?

    Comment by natsuki — January 6, 2009 @ 5:41 pm

11. babe, kalau macam gitu u hang out couple2 lah..and bring shibly too..that way u have the best of both world..tapi kekadang malas kan..and susah nak plan2 nie semua..

    i pun sometimes think like u..if i just concentrate on my husband alone..skali cukup time dia ada minah lain or what…then kita cari sape..kawan jugak…hahahaa…tapi my situation lain coz i don’t have a baby yet..so i can still spend time with my friends..tunggu lah satu2 da ada anak nanti…consperm kita pun nak duduk umah je! lol

    Comment by lynnshikin — January 7, 2009 @ 5:33 am

12. to Lynnshikin: hehehee…yah i tried before tapi macam tak best lah gitu cause macam kita sorang aje yg kecoh dgn anak abih yg lain cool aje. ehhehehe…. i hope when u dah ada anak, u can plan cantik² to have outing with friends and family. jgn jadik cam i lah, macam dah tak tau campur org gitu except with family. hehehehe

    Comment by natsuki — January 12, 2009 @ 9:57 pm

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