Alhamdulillah, i have finally gave birth to a healthy baby boy, Muhammad Syihab, weighs 2.69 kg on 7 August 2010. Yes, he is such a tiny baby, unlike Shibly, who weighed 3.39 kg.

I had a normal labour and I am glad that i had a smooth delivery although it was very painful. And again, i did it without epidural, gas mask and whatever stuffs which can lessen the labour pain. I have to admit that i am a strong woman who could bear the pain (haha, feeling gitu!) but right after labour, i demam ok? Haaa..nak tunjuk kuat sangat, sampai terdemam ok? It was 3 hours labour cause i chose to induce. They said, induce is much more painful than the normal contraction Dunno how true was that but ok lah, most importantly, both mummy and baby are safe.

I remembered after about an hour of contraction, the doctor came to me, checked my cervix and it was only about 4 -5 cm and told me that they had to stop for awhile because the contraction was too strong for both baby and me. Baby’s heartbeat had went down due to the strong contraction and baby was feeling very stressed inside (kesian kan, my baby stressed pasal kena force keluar) :( . They gave me oxygen to breathe and relax and finally, baby’s heartbeat started back to normal.

Waited for another 2 hour and the contraction became stronger and stronger. You won’t believe m e when i said that i bear the pain ALONE although my husband was beside me. I did not make any noise, no whining,not even touch him or strangle him or bite his hand or koyakkan his baju whenever the contraction came. I do it quietly, i bite my own baju hospital KK and grit my teeth and hold the palang katil myself. I finally gave up when i suddenly felt that i wanted to terberak, told my hub to call the gynae/nurses to come inside the delivery suite and only then they found out that i was already 9 cm! Haaa..that time baru can hear my suara apa2 kind of suara terpekek n melalak macam perempuan gila.

My gynae came a bit too late coz my baby’s head almost nak terkeluar already. I was told by the nurses to hold on and just gave a little push and relax, a little push and relax and kept telling me to wait until my gynae arrive. It was so crazy and suddenly i hear so many voices to give me instruction to me as long as i could hold on the final push. Apa seh? Dah tak boleh tahan terkangkang besar2 like that and kepala budak dah tersendat kat tengah2 pussy still can ask me to hold on. So sakit and it was so unbearable. In the meanwhile, they told me to take the gas mask since they saw my face yang sungguh tak boleh tahan sakit. I surrended and took the gas mask. About 3 minutes later, i saw my gynae came, korek2 inside and dengan tak sabar nye i thought i could PUSH it but was told by her, DONT PUSH FIRST girl….!!! E’eh??? Suka skali org2 ni tahan me not to push? Not funny. After about few secs and few instructions by her, i finally gave one hard push with all my might and suara harimau lapar, Muhammad Syihab pun keluar…..

So lega when he’s out but not lega when the gynae start to jahit my pussy. Hahaha..i hate it ok? By the way, we just found out a day after my birth that the nurse who assisted my gynae was my husband’s friend’s wife. Hehehe. Her name is Ms Nurhazrina i think. Nice lady and she treated me very well during my labour. What a small world! Not only that, the nurse who was on night duties happened to be my ex primary schoolmate, Rahimah! :) ))

Im so glad that i have finally gave birth. Glad that my Syihab has my feature a bit. This time, my boy has the Malay look, just like ME. Heheheheheeheh….Was only warded for a day at KKH. I love my ward but sayang, only a day aje kat situ. Eh, i should be glad right? ;p

Naahhh, my ward ala ala room hotel lah konon but minus the katil. Love it so much. Hehehe.

The entrance door

Ok im done with my labour story. Will update again once i have the time. Would like to give my upmost thanks to my SIL Zura, Jhon and MIL for taking their time to visit me and SIL Kak Ida and BIL Abg Awil to fetch us home. Also to my bestest buddy, Tina & Mie for visiting me and my bestest cousin, Tini & Yan for the delivery of the sweet hamper to my ward. Also to my lovely DAD, Mohd Rasif who came all the way from work to visit me. Love you all.

Also, I love both my sons, Shibly and Syihab…… and we are the O+ family (my hub, myself, Shibly & Syihab!)







Yesterday marks my 38 weeks.

Went to see my gynae and was told that my cervix has opened to 3 cm. Im not really sure whether if this is fast or not because the last time i was pregnant with Shibly, my cervix opened at 2 cm when i was 40 weeks.

Gynae asked me if i still want to wait or get myself induced. In other words, get it over and done lah gitu. I was a bit reluctant to induce lah based on my past experience without epidural (macam terror and kuat lah gitu) but then again, i’ve told myself that i want to give birth before fasting month. For me lah ye, it makes thing easier for my mum and mil, just in case they are too tired to take care of us (Shibly, Baby S and mak nye) due to the fasting month. I have to be considerate right?

Anywho, i’ve discussed with my hubby and we decided to induce on 7 Aug, which falls on Saturday. Yes, im talking about tomorrow! Why not 9 of Aug u say? Hurhurhur. Why must fall on National Day eh? So that i could have freebies? Errmm…special day coz its our Singapore’s Birthday? Heheh. Nope nope, i didn’t think of that. Its not that really important for me. I just want to give birth safely and that’s it. Well, you know what i mean?

So there it goes! I am scared ok? Although this is going to be the 2nd time for me to go through labour, i feel like im a first time mother. Especially the thought of having to INDUCE again, urrgghh…i don’t know if this time i could survive without epidural. I hope i am strong because baby weighs 2.7 kg at 38 weeks. I’d better let him out before he grew bigger than Shibly. Yes, Shibly was 3.39 kg at 40 weeks. If i can pushed Shibly, why can’t i do the same to Baby S right? He’s smaller than his brother. Heheh! Alar, most importantly, both baby S and me are safe. Please pray for us ok?

Last but not least, i’ve been ignoring my diabetes test. Sigh. I hope Baby S is doing fine once he’s born. I hope that my diabetes won’t affect my labour tomorrow.

I have about 7 more hours to check in Kandang Kerbau Hotel. Dah bayar mahal2 ok? Deposit tuh mahal! Besok kena mandi awal. Woohoo….Lucky got water heater siah. Yes, im checking in at 6 am macam dulu2 i beranakkan Shibly.  Read lah my September 2007 entries. So kenangan you. Tak sia2 i blog since 2007. This blog is such a memorable one for me.

Till then, goodnight and thank you for reading. Will come back as soon as i can. Please pray for us….

See you soon Baby S. Mummy and Daddy can’t wait to see you!







Another post about a girlfriend’s wedding which was held at Chai Chee last June 2010. Yea, i have time to blog huh? So let me update my blog as much as i can before my mood malas nak mampos datang okay?

Ok most pics were uploaded at my FB. I just feel that i need to add some entry on Wedding categories and that is the reason why i put up this post! :D

Yup! She’s one of my Bikini Killer’s members, SKA! Selamat Pengantin Baru to her and yeah, she is still a pengantin wangi! Hurhur!

This is my darling boy, Mr Shibly! Everybody thought he is a GIRL! Why ah? Is it because of his hair????

Okay that’s all for today! Two post in a day! How happy i am. Lol! Ok merepek!





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