I wonder if Shibly could accept his baby brother and loves him just like how he used to kiss my tumtum every day and kept telling me that he wants to play football and boxing with his baby brother. How sweet! But well, im not really sure if he would react the same once his baby brother is out. *gulp*

Anyway, here are some of my random photos. Gotta love this pregnancy and camwhoring moment with my son, Shibly.

All photos below were taken before 37 weeks pregnant.

I just love being me. I can still fit into these kind of dresses even though i was 8 mths pregnant. Perhaps, thanks to my petite size?

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Okay, it has been quite some time i did this thang. I meant, to upload photos and blog at the same time is really tiring. I just did this out of boredom. I do have many things to do at home actually, but i choose to just update this boring blog of mine just to make me satisfied tt i have a blog and will try my best to blog whatever happens in my life.

Of course there are things that i couldn’t blog about. It’s hard sometimes to just keep numb about it but then, people might know whom you are talking about and assumed the problems that you’re facing be it at home or at work.

I would love to upload more photos here but i guess that has to wait. I want to sleep now and let’s hope that tomorrow will be a better day and more updates to come!

Cheeerrrssss!!!!

Let me make this entry an interesting one! Will show my month to month pregnancy!

But sorry, i seriously did not record down how many months pregnant i was at that time. I think this photo tells me that i am about 6 weeks pregnant.

This one must be about 3 months pregnant?? What do you think huh?

I dont look like pregnant at all didn’t i? But seriously, these were my pregnancy photos! Heeee!!!

This was my latest photo! 8 months pregnancy!!

Sorry for the poor quality of the photos. Most pics were taken from my Blackberry Storm. Yeah, i hope you enjoy looking at these photos. Will update again but i shall not promise. Heeee!

If you have not been following my tweet, I have been diagnosed with gestational pregnancy (diabetes). I was actually shocked to find out about it but at the same time, i do have the strong feeling that i might have developed that illness due to my family history. Both my parents have diabetes so it is not something new to learn about it. I am strictly on diet now because i do want to have a healthy pregnancy and wouldn’t want to cause any harm to myself and my darling baby.
I was selected by KKH ( of course have to be selected lah, duh!) to have a diabetic class on last Monday. It was relaxing and all we did was eat, talk, watch video and have a walk. There were 4 female patients which consists of 2 Malays, 1 Chinese and 1 Filipino. We made friends and it was a fun experience. One of the Malay girl, whom i thought was older than me, had this kind of weird personality. I mean, eating personality. She don’t eat fruits and drinks milk. When we asked her why, she just simply told us that ever since she was born, she has not been eating fruits and she doesn’t even know why she hated fruits so much. Im not sure about milk though, cause i believe as a baby, we need MILK to survive right? So i didn’t bother to ask much about why she hated milk so much. Ha ha!

Anyway, to end my story today, i am glad to attend the class held by KKH because it made me realise the importance of eating healthy foods. I was so ignorance in the past and that leads me to become like this. I was sad but at the same time, i am glad that God has opened my eyes to be more careful in my diet. Doesn’t mean you are skinny, you can gobble up any foods you like. Skinny people have the high chances of diabetes whilst fatty people might get high cholesterol easily. So mummies or mummies to be, please take care of yourself, especially when you have family history with high blood pressure or diabetes.
I will update again. I pwomise!!

With Love,
Natyler.

On another note, i just got to know from hub that his next reservist will be end of August, meaning that once baby is out (tentatively 19 aug’10), hub has to go away for at least 2 weeks. Why must it always happened that way?

I remembered when we first got married, 18 & 19 Aug’06, hub had to leave me for reservist (to Australia somemore) for 3 weeks on Nov’06. Baru kahwin dah kena tinggal laki. Lol!

Then when i gave birth to Shibly, 24 Oct’07, hub had to leave me again for reservist on early Nov’07. And now, it has to happen again. You get what i mean? Why must it always had to be around the most important ‘i-need-my-hubby-badly’ day?

Oh well, that’s for now. Will come and rant more when time permits.

Have a nice day you people!

Got this info from their very own daughter, Leez, that her parents has actually sold off Bojama name to others.To whom, i dont know lah. So if you wish to hire their services (the same cook, Pakcik Yaacob and his son, please contact them at 6560 5221) cause they are still taking wedding catering orders.

Hope this help because i trust their services. Very nice foods and excellent services.

p/s: Leez, do i get anything by doing this? :p

The second time you did that was when mummy and daddy rushed back from work and were so eager to fetch you home. Although mummy and daddy always complained that we were so tired, never ever once we left you overnight at your Oma’s place. Although mummy and daddy had the intention to watch midnight movies or chilling with friends at pub/cafe and to leave you overnight at Oma’s place, it never happens because we love you too much and we feel like so kesian gitu kena tinggal with Oma.

Today, it happened again. This time round was quite bad because you refused to let mummy or daddy to hold or touch and you wailed so loudly as if mummy and daddy are like strangers to you when we wanted to bring you back home. Mummy almost wanted to cry but mummy wouldnt want to embarass herself and treat it as a small matter. It is not a small matter to mummy, because mummy cannot understand and do not understand why you reacted that way. Was it because mummy has been too hard for you? Did mummy force you to do something that you dont like? Mummy know that although you are only 2 yrs and 5 months old, you are already a smart boy and that you knew what we adults were thinking. Was it because you are angry because mummy no longer wants to breastfeed you? Or was it because mummy is pregnant and that you feel that mummy will not love you anymore?

My dear son Shibly, mummy loves you too much and this is part of the reason why mummy has to blog about this. Although some people may think mummy is crazy and so sensitive nak mampos, mummy will not care a bit of what they feel. Because mummy is the one who gave birth to you and had fight the battle of breastfeeding to breastfeed you tilll this old. Mummy has willing to sacrifice a lot of things for you and mummy feels that mummy has the right to feel sad, hurt and emo with your sudden changes.

As far as mummy could remember, never ever once mummy dares to leave you overnight at your Oma’s place or to anybody’s place. If it ever happened that you stayed at Oma’s place the whole weekdays and mummy only brings you back during the weekend, mummy could relate the feeling of why you do not wish to go back home with us. But why my son? Why this sudden changes? Do you not love mummy anymore?

You may not understand about this whole matter. YOu may not even aware that what you did has hurt mummy and daddy’s feeling because you are still a baby. Yes, you are still a baby in our eyes.Im sorry my son for being sensitive with you. Maybe mummy is still very childish to feel this way. But trust me my son, mummy will never ever give up on you and that mummy will still love your more and be fair towards you once your baby brother/sister comes out into this world.

I LOVE YOU SHIBLY!!!

I no longer has to worry about continuing to breastfeed him until dont know how many more years to go. I think he slowly get the sign that I am pregnant. NOw, i get to relax more and concentrate on my pregnancy.

I am currently in my 16 weeks (4 mths) and comes April, i will get to know the gender of my baby. I am as usual, excited, just like how i first get to know that I am pregnant with Shibly. The feeling of being a mother again is so priceless and that i must learn how to cope with 2 kids in future.

Cant wait to shop for baby stuffs all over again. It it is a boy, it would be great, at least Shibly has someone to fight fight with. If it is a girl, hmm..bonus for me. Looks like i gotta spend more money for her clothings and all.

Wish me luck!

Thank you to those who has not forgotten to visit this blog. I need motivation to blog about my life, be it interesting or boring and i know that i need to share the journey of my 2nd pregnancy. Although it has not been really good as the 1st one, im glad that everything has been going smoothly at this moment. Yes, i just hope everything will be all right.

I realised that i have not been looking so good with this 2nd one, i just feel so lazy to dress up, to put on make up and i still find my face so pale even though i tepek2 kan the make up on my face. Why? I hate this feeling ok?

So to motivate myself going to work everyday, i’ve decided to buy many2 clothes and many2 shoes but then i found that it is all a waste. I dont know why but i easily loathe the sight of my new clothes and shoes. Just feel like ‘not enough’ shopping. So selfish and stupid right?

Ok bye. I’ll blog again when i have the time. I know the ending is like so abrupt. Lol!

Lots of loathing,

Natyler.

I hope i have lots of story to share this year and i really missed blogging okay?

All i can say is that im feeling excited but not really that excited lah cause i have to take extra precautions in terms of my health.

Im just happy that i’ve got what i’ve been wanting so far:

Blackberry
Iphone
Laptop
Many clothes
Many shoes
Hair Extensions
Toys for Shibly
last but not least, a baby.

Well i know it’s still too early to announce but i just pray hard that everything will goes smoothly. See ya soon!

With love,
Me. Natyler lor.

Action aje read the books. I guess it has been one month since he last touch that book. Blame the mummy!Damn LAZY!

We went to Ima’s place to break fast together and she cooked us the simple dish but yet delicious!

Then i took photos with this princess, Hera Iman…

She’s pretty like her ex-SIA stewardess mummy!

But her ex-SIA steward daddy said, no becoming a cabin crew for their childrens in future.

So Hera thought, why not she becomes a teacher instead. She loves to be a teacher and loves to be a leader or playing big sister just like her mummy. Look at what she did ! She taught Shibly how to iron clothes because Shibly’s mum doesn’t like ironing at all and never iron his daddy’s clothes anymore!

Tekun betul si Shibly belajar menggosok baju ye…

After awhile, both got tired with ironing and decided to play on their own. Love to see kids playing on their own and with whatever imaginary friends they have. lol.

And this cute baby Jada was happily playing on her own too.

Who dont love kids huh? We all do! Just like how Shibly loves BOOBS! LOL!

During one of our happy Saturday. Outside Kembangan CC.

He seems to have so many stories to tell his daddy.

Trying to pull his daddy shirt…

My cool Mat Shib…

I think, as he grew older, he tends to look more like me. Dont you think so? Please?

I have nothing much to blog about since i have been wow so active in twitter ever since i bought Behberry!

I typed half way through then when comes to uploading the photos, i realised that i did not save it in my folder

There were some photos in my folder but the size are too big and thus had to edit the image size

Then i realised that i have to upload the wanted photos through my Pixon phone.

I got the photos in my Pixon phone then realised i did not save it under memory card and thus i end up saving it one by one to memory card

Already happy uploaded the photos at my folder then realised that i need to edit the photos image size again, bloody hell!

OK!
Now what? I need to blog about what is the actual thing that i want to blog about right? Unfortunately, i don’t seems to have the mood to update about it. I wanted to show you my birthday caaake lah. NOw i don’t have the mood because it is very hassle to update this blog.

Anyway, i could only update this blog WHEN Mat Shib is sleeping OR he is not around.

Anywhooooosss…..ok lah. I think i’d better update you a lil bit of my basi birthday cake.

Here it goess!!!!

I actually asked my girlfriend Ima to bake me Kek Kukus basah (Fruitcake) but she ended up decorating my fruit cake into this and it is ‘dry’. Nevertheless, the fruitcake tasted wonderful. I love it!

I cant wait for her to update her website. Yes yes, we did a website for her! Business website and it’s all about foods, foods, foods!!

OK nite. Will be back again.

As usual, since i have no digicam, (ok i bluff, i still have my 5 megapixel Fuji which im not sure where i’ve chucked the stuff) and i’ve not charge my Pixon batt for 1 week, i’ve decided to go picture-less on Hari Raya. (Ok,i bluff again, i used my Storm camera only for twitpic purpose) On top of that, i have decided to ’steal’ some photos again from my SIL’s multiply and her name is Zura akan Zzanyy. Thank you and enjoy the pictures!

With Pak Shib and Mat Shib

I did not buy any new clothes for this year Raya. Used my last year’s baju raya. As for Mat Shib, he’s wearing the baju kurung given by Ms Su aka Hermankelisha. Thank you ye Cik Su. For hub’s baju, it was bought on the eve of Raya so that we could  go matchy matchy together gether.

The husband seeking forgiveness from his mum. Muka ada serious. This year very sad. Father in law went to China for a year so my husband and his siblings are father-less on this Raya. Lucky got elest bro in law to substantiate the absence of my father in law.

So should i describe myself  as anak hantu instead of anak menantu? Patutkah ketawa2 when seeking forgiveness with mother in law? Patut kahh?? Well, actually im trying to control from sobbing real hard because i feel that i have so many sins to my mil. She’s the best mil in the world. Never once she merungut or show me ‘face’ whenever i requested her to send Shibly straight to my home. How lucky i am. Pemalas kan aku?????

Don’t be mistaken. Shibly is not cranky. He was very SAD after he mintak maaf from his OMA. He knew he always trouble his OMA and bullied his OMA whenever mummy and daddy go to work. LOL! See his expression? Sedih betul after mintak maaf.

I am just trying to be funny as usual.

And trying to act cute lah. Biasa lah tuuuu.

And not forgetting, trying to be ouh soww lurving with the husband on the first day of raya!

With my mum who followed us jalan raya!

With my kid bro

Well, i will stop here for now. Anyway, if i don’t often update my blog, i’ve found one new blog for you to read, maybe a bit about our family. If you’re lucky, you can also see Mat Shib’s funny antic and few of my selenge photos. Feel free to visit my sister in law’s new blog at http://www.zzanyy.blogspot.com SORRY ADIK! I hope you don’t mind ok?

I wanted to upload some photos before the fasting month, wanted to blog about my birthday cake, wanted to blog about breaking fast at a friend’s place but i don’t know why i couldn’t bring myself to upload all the beautiful photos. Why???????

And if you follow my twitter, you know what i’ve got and what is going on too. I am actually pretending to be ‘ON’ updating my twitter regularly all because of the new thang lah. Ha ha ha ha. But im not really sure how far i can go with my BB. I am not familiar with BB but well, im trying to get some help from the husband’s manager cause he used to work for BB previously and is expert with that system. Err…but i got the feeling that my husband could not be bothered to layankan my permintaan yang tak necessary langsung. What luck!

I am not prepared for Raya this year. I don’t know why lah and don’t ask me why ok. All i know that i need to treat my mum for some hari raya stuffs cause she deserve it.

Ok nite. Will be back very soon with photos. I think i need new digicam. 14 megapixel Canon digicam. Amacam? Cool tak? But you think i can get it? Ahhhh..dont think so lah. My husband confirm nag at me one. After Pixon, nak BB, dah BB nak digicam pulakkkkk…alahaaiiiii.

Till i blog again~

Why is it that i always had no time to tweet and blog? Am i really busy or just being lazy? Trust me, i wanted to tweet as much as i can but i think and i feel that it is not necessary. Why like that??

Mana saya punya motivation nak tweet many2 ni? Mana saya punya twitpic camwhoring ni semua? Kenapa malas ni???? Arrggghhh..

Ok nite.

Shibly is falling sick due to high fever. I hope it’s not the disease from which my dad has just brought upon himself, H1N1 cause the other day, when i visited him, i forgotten to throw away the mask and left it in the car. The next thing i saw, Shibly was playing with my mask and wipe himself with it! Gosh!

I was being scolded by my husband of course, but that doesn’t mean he could have fever due to that right? Ok, touchwood!

I was feeling miserable since the 2nd day of fasting because i couldn’t fast. I was feeling so dehydrated as Shibly refused to bug off from my tetek. I mean, breastfeeding mum would understand what would happen when your child is falling sick. All they want to do is to keep on being fed with your milk until they feel better or when they really fell asleep. I was sweating all over especially when his fever was very high. I could feel the heat and i pity my boy but feel so helpless. The only thing to soothe him is to milk him, that’s it.

To add thing worst, my hubby was not feeling well too due to his migrane. So yesterday morning, both daddy and son went to the doctor and both got 2 days MC. I think it doesn’t really help much for my case because i am left only with one day child care leave. So, in other words, i have to use my one day leave too.

Being at home with both sick child and husband doesn’t really help at all. No one to help me with the simple house chores, cook porridge for Shibly and etc. I feel like crying and frustrated at the same time but i knew i couldn’t do much. Sigh…. this is very challenging for me. I had to drink plain water every here and then just to prevent myself from falling sick too.

To get Shibly take with his medicine is another disaster for both hubby and me. His wailing, crying, pushing and etc was really challenging for us.  He will vomit everything out and there it goes, we gotta clean up the affected areas, gotta make him change his clothes and all were really annoying. But still as a parent, we gotta keep cool and told him nicely that everything is going to be fine. There were times where hubby and i gotta argue because we found that there’s always something wrong with the things we done and with Shibly cries and all really make the both of us panic and frustrated with each other.

And then, just when everything went smoothly at work, meaning, all correspondence and emails are being replied up to-date, i have to take urgent leave for 2 days. My job is the kind where you have to come to work everyday to maintain and ensure that you have replied to customer’s query and make sure all applications to be done at the soonest. Aiyah, in other words, must be all up to-date lah. But now, since i’ve took 2 days leave, i really gotta buck up and clear all the shits at work comes Wednesday. That’s the reason why i’ve tweet less at work.

Sometimes i wish at this point of time, i could rely on pacifier so that Shibly could have something to suck on rather the relying on my breast. Wish i could have a maid to look after him whilst i took a nap. Wish i could wish so many things right now. Hur hur hur.

Ok, its time for me to take 5 before Shibly calls for my milk again.

Happy fasting to all my Muslim friends.

Just the girls….

Mother in law and me

Ok guess what? Shibly was actually trying to do a “PEACE” sign ok? But it ended up like a V sign. LOL!

Ok i know that i dressed up like a ballet dancer yang tak menjadi. That was my very poor fashion statement. I don’t know what i was thinking on that day and end up wearing something very stupid. LOL!

My little boy was working hard on that day. He was practically trying to be a rickshaw puller. That’s not bad huh?

At the age of barely 2 yrs old, he has made a good progress by initiating to be a rickshaw puller so that he could help his parents to buy him a Lambohginik!

That’s my boy. Ada tokoh dgn muka cinapek dia, he can be a qualified rickshaw puller and can win the best hardworking toddler in Singapore. LOL LOL!

Whilst the son was working hard to be a rickshaw puller, the daddy, mak long and pak long were busy choosing which flight to take once Shibly got his pay. Very bad eh?

Then suddenly, Shibly sensed something was not right and went asking his Pak Long, “Mana gaji Shibly cukup nak bayar duit flight?”

And of course the Mak Long and Pak Long buat bodoh and continued to choose their destination….

Then Shibly decided to pray…

Yes he was praying! LOL! Serious tak bedek. Action betul ini anak satu. He take it that he was praying on the prayer mat with that little book.

He prayed that he got his pay soon and wished that he got extra bonus since the mummy tak dapat bonus last July. LOL!

He prayed that he will not turn out like his mummy yang dah macam orang gila because July tak dapat bonus but org lain dapat bonus and shopping macam org gila jugak. LOL!

But since mummy dah macam gitu, anak pun ikut jugak. LOL!

Oh…what a pitiful parents! Hehehehehe

Ok the end!