Yesterday marks my 38 weeks.

Went to see my gynae and was told that my cervix has opened to 3 cm. Im not really sure whether if this is fast or not because the last time i was pregnant with Shibly, my cervix opened at 2 cm when i was 40 weeks.

Gynae asked me if i still want to wait or get myself induced. In other words, get it over and done lah gitu. I was a bit reluctant to induce lah based on my past experience without epidural (macam terror and kuat lah gitu) but then again, i’ve told myself that i want to give birth before fasting month. For me lah ye, it makes thing easier for my mum and mil, just in case they are too tired to take care of us (Shibly, Baby S and mak nye) due to the fasting month. I have to be considerate right?

Anywho, i’ve discussed with my hubby and we decided to induce on 7 Aug, which falls on Saturday. Yes, im talking about tomorrow! Why not 9 of Aug u say? Hurhurhur. Why must fall on National Day eh? So that i could have freebies? Errmm…special day coz its our Singapore’s Birthday? Heheh. Nope nope, i didn’t think of that. Its not that really important for me. I just want to give birth safely and that’s it. Well, you know what i mean?

So there it goes! I am scared ok? Although this is going to be the 2nd time for me to go through labour, i feel like im a first time mother. Especially the thought of having to INDUCE again, urrgghh…i don’t know if this time i could survive without epidural. I hope i am strong because baby weighs 2.7 kg at 38 weeks. I’d better let him out before he grew bigger than Shibly. Yes, Shibly was 3.39 kg at 40 weeks. If i can pushed Shibly, why can’t i do the same to Baby S right? He’s smaller than his brother. Heheh! Alar, most importantly, both baby S and me are safe. Please pray for us ok?

Last but not least, i’ve been ignoring my diabetes test. Sigh. I hope Baby S is doing fine once he’s born. I hope that my diabetes won’t affect my labour tomorrow.

I have about 7 more hours to check in Kandang Kerbau Hotel. Dah bayar mahal2 ok? Deposit tuh mahal! Besok kena mandi awal. Woohoo….Lucky got water heater siah. Yes, im checking in at 6 am macam dulu2 i beranakkan Shibly.  Read lah my September 2007 entries. So kenangan you. Tak sia2 i blog since 2007. This blog is such a memorable one for me.

Till then, goodnight and thank you for reading. Will come back as soon as i can. Please pray for us….

See you soon Baby S. Mummy and Daddy can’t wait to see you!

Hi there, have you been following my blog? I know that i am lack of updates, especially about my pregnancy. Oh well, let’s say that 2nd pregnancy is always not the same as the 1st one, unless you are very very lucky to have a smooth pregnancy as the previous one.

If you have not been following my tweet, I have been diagnosed with gestational pregnancy (diabetes). I was actually shocked to find out about it but at the same time, i do have the strong feeling that i might have developed that illness due to my family history. Both my parents have diabetes so it is not something new to learn about it. I am strictly on diet now because i do want to have a healthy pregnancy and wouldn’t want to cause any harm to myself and my darling baby.
I was selected by KKH ( of course have to be selected lah, duh!) to have a diabetic class on last Monday. It was relaxing and all we did was eat, talk, watch video and have a walk. There were 4 female patients which consists of 2 Malays, 1 Chinese and 1 Filipino. We made friends and it was a fun experience. One of the Malay girl, whom i thought was older than me, had this kind of weird personality. I mean, eating personality. She don’t eat fruits and drinks milk. When we asked her why, she just simply told us that ever since she was born, she has not been eating fruits and she doesn’t even know why she hated fruits so much. Im not sure about milk though, cause i believe as a baby, we need MILK to survive right? So i didn’t bother to ask much about why she hated milk so much. Ha ha!

Anyway, to end my story today, i am glad to attend the class held by KKH because it made me realise the importance of eating healthy foods. I was so ignorance in the past and that leads me to become like this. I was sad but at the same time, i am glad that God has opened my eyes to be more careful in my diet. Doesn’t mean you are skinny, you can gobble up any foods you like. Skinny people have the high chances of diabetes whilst fatty people might get high cholesterol easily. So mummies or mummies to be, please take care of yourself, especially when you have family history with high blood pressure or diabetes.
I will update again. I pwomise!!

With Love,
Natyler.

Lately, Shibly has started to sleep on his own without relying on my breastmilk. I usually had to breastfeed him until he fell asleep but it seems that he is trying to wean off slowly. That is a good sign because i have been hoping for it and has been wanting to make him decide on his own when he should stop weaning.Just for you info, Shibly is currently 2 yrs and4 mths old :

I no longer has to worry about continuing to breastfeed him until dont know how many more years to go. I think he slowly get the sign that I am pregnant. NOw, i get to relax more and concentrate on my pregnancy.

I am currently in my 16 weeks (4 mths) and comes April, i will get to know the gender of my baby. I am as usual, excited, just like how i first get to know that I am pregnant with Shibly. The feeling of being a mother again is so priceless and that i must learn how to cope with 2 kids in future.

Cant wait to shop for baby stuffs all over again. It it is a boy, it would be great, at least Shibly has someone to fight fight with. If it is a girl, hmm..bonus for me. Looks like i gotta spend more money for her clothings and all.

Wish me luck!