11:16 pm38 weeks and final
Yesterday marks my 38 weeks.
Went to see my gynae and was told that my cervix has opened to 3 cm. Im not really sure whether if this is fast or not because the last time i was pregnant with Shibly, my cervix opened at 2 cm when i was 40 weeks.
Gynae asked me if i still want to wait or get myself induced. In other words, get it over and done lah gitu. I was a bit reluctant to induce lah based on my past experience without epidural (macam terror and kuat lah gitu) but then again, i’ve told myself that i want to give birth before fasting month. For me lah ye, it makes thing easier for my mum and mil, just in case they are too tired to take care of us (Shibly, Baby S and mak nye) due to the fasting month. I have to be considerate right?
Anywho, i’ve discussed with my hubby and we decided to induce on 7 Aug, which falls on Saturday. Yes, im talking about tomorrow! Why not 9 of Aug u say? Hurhurhur. Why must fall on National Day eh? So that i could have freebies? Errmm…special day coz its our Singapore’s Birthday? Heheh. Nope nope, i didn’t think of that. Its not that really important for me. I just want to give birth safely and that’s it. Well, you know what i mean?
So there it goes! I am scared ok? Although this is going to be the 2nd time for me to go through labour, i feel like im a first time mother. Especially the thought of having to INDUCE again, urrgghh…i don’t know if this time i could survive without epidural. I hope i am strong because baby weighs 2.7 kg at 38 weeks. I’d better let him out before he grew bigger than Shibly. Yes, Shibly was 3.39 kg at 40 weeks. If i can pushed Shibly, why can’t i do the same to Baby S right? He’s smaller than his brother. Heheh! Alar, most importantly, both baby S and me are safe. Please pray for us ok?
Last but not least, i’ve been ignoring my diabetes test. Sigh. I hope Baby S is doing fine once he’s born. I hope that my diabetes won’t affect my labour tomorrow.
I have about 7 more hours to check in Kandang Kerbau Hotel. Dah bayar mahal2 ok? Deposit tuh mahal! Besok kena mandi awal. Woohoo….Lucky got water heater siah. Yes, im checking in at 6 am macam dulu2 i beranakkan Shibly. Read lah my September 2007 entries. So kenangan you. Tak sia2 i blog since 2007. This blog is such a memorable one for me.
Till then, goodnight and thank you for reading. Will come back as soon as i can. Please pray for us….
See you soon Baby S. Mummy and Daddy can’t wait to see you!