Interesting words

Posted: July 23rd, 2009 by natsuki

Of late, my work has been giving me so much pressure until there was one time, i went back home with a heavy head and vomitted when i was having shower. I never had this experience before and there is only one thing which can relate to these vomitting and headache, STRESS.

After the tiring weekends but wonderful and memorable events (my SIL’s wedding), I did not have a chance to take leave on Monday as I had to attend two days course at MDIS. I was happy to attend for the course. It brings me away from stress and irritating customers. I made friend with a lady named Nicole and was delighted to know that she is a breastfeeding mummy too! Her daughter is almost 3 yrs old and she had the same worries as me, “When should we stop b/f our kids?” Hehehhe.

Other than her, the rest of the people were okay okay. The most not okay one was this particular lady who seemed to be unfriendly, only in my eyes lah. I don’t really know what’s her problem because she doesn’t bother to smile at me and the best part is, she made me feel as if I am invisible. Lol! Okay lah. Whatever lerrrr.

Let’s move on to something else. Fasting month is like a month away and I am excited about it. Excited because I am very much in love with Ramadhan month as it brings me to realise the importance of being a Muslim. This is the month where we can prove our strength to endure hunger and avoid unnecessary gossips, skimpy outfit and etc.

My mum used to tell me that fasting without praying will not benefits me at the end of the day because I will somehow have that ZERO markah for my amalan. When I was young, of course I was afraid that I will have zero markah if I don’t pray whilst fasting and that advice, that voice, still lingers in my mind.

My drastic change during last year Ramadhan has brought some curiosity (and of course lah some gossips) among my colleagues and it was as if there was something which has manipulated my mind and resulted me to start praying! It was unbelievable for them and some couldn’t help but to ask me whether if I am doing it sincerely or trying to make myself feel good? I somehow knew what they meant but I just couldn’t be bothered to give my honest opinion to them since i prefer not to talk too much else my amalan semua missing and I will definitely have zero point. Lol!

Unfortunately, the fasting and the praying does not last long, not even a month. I quit fasting and praying after 2 weeks later because I told myself that I don’t have the time to do it and very tired lah. Semangat dua minit aje! That was terrible right? That’s a very LAME excuse, yes i know. :p

Ok, i’ve been dying to upload photos at my blog but i have not been camwhoring for the past months, (all thanks to the stress at work), so these are the photos that i could come up with, my beautiful apek son Mat Shib! Lol!!

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He has these favourite words which has been fully absorbed in his mind and has been successful pronouncing the words with full of confidence and without any missing letters on it. They are, “Alamak! ” “Mamak Prata!” ” Apek!”

LOL! Suka ajar anak bukan-bukan?

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But the most interesting and yet soothing word that he said is ‘Heylluu!” You should have heard his tone and could never imagine that the voice actually came from a 21 months old boy! LOL! It is something like a British man saying hellu to you in a slang way but with a little high pitch tone.

And of course, the mummy has never missed a chance to snap a photo of herself!

The bacin me.

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Till we meet again!

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Camwhore time

Posted: April 29th, 2009 by natsuki

Went to Chinatown for lunch.  I’ve decided to wear dress this morning. Dah macam nak pergi D&D pulak. Very vain nak mampos!

taxi stand

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Gf @ work

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Me!

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Going crazy.

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That’s for now. Till i see you again!

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The old me

Posted: April 14th, 2009 by natsuki

I dig my old photos and i found these. Im so much in love with my hair. Didn’t expect that i am so

into pink colour. Like everything must be in PINK! Goodness!

And if you were to ask me how i feel about these photos, well, i have to say that i am just being overboard and hahah..i want my long hair can?

Ya just in case if you wanna know about the old me, ya lar, that’s the old me. And ya lar, Crab, ko tak payah repeat lagik yang ko kasi aku tong rambut curl tu. LOL! Should thanks Crab, Dee and Elmo for the gift. Tapi sekarang benda curl tu dah hilang and rambut pun dah pendek and perut pun dah buncit and kulit pun dah ada ezcema. Sighh….

And oh lupa, dah kawin pun and dah ada anak pun. So there will be no more camwhoring with that kind of hairstyle and outfit. Heeeeee!!

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