Another post about a girlfriend’s wedding which was held at Chai Chee last June 2010. Yea, i have time to blog huh? So let me update my blog as much as i can before my mood malas nak mampos datang okay?

Ok most pics were uploaded at my FB. I just feel that i need to add some entry on Wedding categories and that is the reason why i put up this post!

Yup! She’s one of my Bikini Killer’s members, SKA! Selamat Pengantin Baru to her and yeah, she is still a pengantin wangi! Hurhur!

This is my darling boy, Mr Shibly! Everybody thought he is a GIRL! Why ah? Is it because of his hair????

Okay that’s all for today! Two post in a day! How happy i am. Lol! Ok merepek!

I went for my check up last Thursday and i complained to my gynae that i was having pain on my tummy last night. She then told me that since i am in my 37 weeks, there might be a possibility that baby wants to come out early.

She checked on me and informed me that my cervix has opened at 2 cm and i could give birth anytime. She asked if i wanted to be warded that night and get myself induced but i declined. Well, i have my reason why i do not want to be warded that night and got induced, because, i am not ready to start my leaves as yet. Hello, i have like 3 more days to endure my working life and this was too sudden for me! Hurhur.

I went for a short test, about half an hour, in a observation room to see whether if i had any contraction but was noted that i did not have any contraction as yet and my gynae finally agreed that i could go back home that day. She, however feel that i should just induce now but oh well, i dont understand why is she so kanchong than me?

For now, it is like a waiting game for me. I am having a sharp pain on my abdomen and it is very uncomfortable. Hubby is kind enough to be there for me 24 hours. Sanggup dia tak pergi kerja ok? I think he also want to take the chance of not going to work huh?

Anyway, look at me and my tum tum. Yes, this is the dress that i purposely bought specially for me to be warded to the hospital. Haha! I just want to have that motivation to beranak. Sanggup beli bag baru ok just to sumbat all my barang2 maternity. OH wait! I think i left my breastpump in the office!!!!!

Yea like finally, i have my favourite baby cot in my room. Besar jah! Sempit bilek aku tapi nak buat apa, anak punya pasal! Thanks to Mariani and Adi Budiman!

Ok here it goes! This was taken last Friday. Mentang2 tak kerja (on MC), i is so semangat nak pakai fake lashes. Can’t stand myself at times. Sighhh!!!

I asked my husband if i looked ‘cute’ in this picture, but he doesn’t seems to give me err, positive answer cause he hate my bangs! Wth?

The only thing he likes about this picture is, my dress. Yeah, he chose that dress for me to wear. Bought at Frou Frou City Plaza.

Okay frankly speaking, i am having this jitters feeling (macam nak kahwin pulak) about giving birth anytime soon. I dont know if this is going to be my last pictures of pregnancy. It is kinda sad. I am sure going to miss the feeling of being pregnant again. That is the reason why i camwhored myself many2 so that I could browsed back how cheeky and vain i am during my 2nd pregnancy.

I feel like getting myself induced now and quickly give birth but at the same time, i dont feel a need to give birth in a hurry. Tsk. You know, the feeling of nak beranak skrg tapi tak nak, tak nak beranak skrg tapi nak? Ahhh…like that lah.

Ok will update again. Hopefully with more peektures!

Of late, my work has been giving me so much pressure until there was one time, i went back home with a heavy head and vomitted when i was having shower. I never had this experience before and there is only one thing which can relate to these vomitting and headache, STRESS.

After the tiring weekends but wonderful and memorable events (my SIL’s wedding), I did not have a chance to take leave on Monday as I had to attend two days course at MDIS. I was happy to attend for the course. It brings me away from stress and irritating customers. I made friend with a lady named Nicole and was delighted to know that she is a breastfeeding mummy too! Her daughter is almost 3 yrs old and she had the same worries as me, “When should we stop b/f our kids?” Hehehhe.

Other than her, the rest of the people were okay okay. The most not okay one was this particular lady who seemed to be unfriendly, only in my eyes lah. I don’t really know what’s her problem because she doesn’t bother to smile at me and the best part is, she made me feel as if I am invisible. Lol! Okay lah. Whatever lerrrr.

Let’s move on to something else. Fasting month is like a month away and I am excited about it. Excited because I am very much in love with Ramadhan month as it brings me to realise the importance of being a Muslim. This is the month where we can prove our strength to endure hunger and avoid unnecessary gossips, skimpy outfit and etc.

My mum used to tell me that fasting without praying will not benefits me at the end of the day because I will somehow have that ZERO markah for my amalan. When I was young, of course I was afraid that I will have zero markah if I don’t pray whilst fasting and that advice, that voice, still lingers in my mind.

My drastic change during last year Ramadhan has brought some curiosity (and of course lah some gossips) among my colleagues and it was as if there was something which has manipulated my mind and resulted me to start praying! It was unbelievable for them and some couldn’t help but to ask me whether if I am doing it sincerely or trying to make myself feel good? I somehow knew what they meant but I just couldn’t be bothered to give my honest opinion to them since i prefer not to talk too much else my amalan semua missing and I will definitely have zero point. Lol!

Unfortunately, the fasting and the praying does not last long, not even a month. I quit fasting and praying after 2 weeks later because I told myself that I don’t have the time to do it and very tired lah. Semangat dua minit aje! That was terrible right? That’s a very LAME excuse, yes i know. :p

Ok, i’ve been dying to upload photos at my blog but i have not been camwhoring for the past months, (all thanks to the stress at work), so these are the photos that i could come up with, my beautiful apek son Mat Shib! Lol!!

He has these favourite words which has been fully absorbed in his mind and has been successful pronouncing the words with full of confidence and without any missing letters on it. They are, “Alamak! ” “Mamak Prata!” ” Apek!”

LOL! Suka ajar anak bukan-bukan?

But the most interesting and yet soothing word that he said is ‘Heylluu!” You should have heard his tone and could never imagine that the voice actually came from a 21 months old boy! LOL! It is something like a British man saying hellu to you in a slang way but with a little high pitch tone.

And of course, the mummy has never missed a chance to snap a photo of herself!

The bacin me.

Till we meet again!