Alhamdulillah, i have finally gave birth to a healthy baby boy, Muhammad Syihab, weighs 2.69 kg on 7 August 2010. Yes, he is such a tiny baby, unlike Shibly, who weighed 3.39 kg.

I had a normal labour and I am glad that i had a smooth delivery although it was very painful. And again, i did it without epidural, gas mask and whatever stuffs which can lessen the labour pain. I have to admit that i am a strong woman who could bear the pain (haha, feeling gitu!) but right after labour, i demam ok? Haaa..nak tunjuk kuat sangat, sampai terdemam ok? It was 3 hours labour cause i chose to induce. They said, induce is much more painful than the normal contraction Dunno how true was that but ok lah, most importantly, both mummy and baby are safe.

I remembered after about an hour of contraction, the doctor came to me, checked my cervix and it was only about 4 -5 cm and told me that they had to stop for awhile because the contraction was too strong for both baby and me. Baby’s heartbeat had went down due to the strong contraction and baby was feeling very stressed inside (kesian kan, my baby stressed pasal kena force keluar) . They gave me oxygen to breathe and relax and finally, baby’s heartbeat started back to normal.

Waited for another 2 hour and the contraction became stronger and stronger. You won’t believe m e when i said that i bear the pain ALONE although my husband was beside me. I did not make any noise, no whining,not even touch him or strangle him or bite his hand or koyakkan his baju whenever the contraction came. I do it quietly, i bite my own baju hospital KK and grit my teeth and hold the palang katil myself. I finally gave up when i suddenly felt that i wanted to terberak, told my hub to call the gynae/nurses to come inside the delivery suite and only then they found out that i was already 9 cm! Haaa..that time baru can hear my suara apa2 kind of suara terpekek n melalak macam perempuan gila.

My gynae came a bit too late coz my baby’s head almost nak terkeluar already. I was told by the nurses to hold on and just gave a little push and relax, a little push and relax and kept telling me to wait until my gynae arrive. It was so crazy and suddenly i hear so many voices to give me instruction to me as long as i could hold on the final push. Apa seh? Dah tak boleh tahan terkangkang besar2 like that and kepala budak dah tersendat kat tengah2 pussy still can ask me to hold on. So sakit and it was so unbearable. In the meanwhile, they told me to take the gas mask since they saw my face yang sungguh tak boleh tahan sakit. I surrended and took the gas mask. About 3 minutes later, i saw my gynae came, korek2 inside and dengan tak sabar nye i thought i could PUSH it but was told by her, DONT PUSH FIRST girl….!!! E’eh??? Suka skali org2 ni tahan me not to push? Not funny. After about few secs and few instructions by her, i finally gave one hard push with all my might and suara harimau lapar, Muhammad Syihab pun keluar…..

So lega when he’s out but not lega when the gynae start to jahit my pussy. Hahaha..i hate it ok? By the way, we just found out a day after my birth that the nurse who assisted my gynae was my husband’s friend’s wife. Hehehe. Her name is Ms Nurhazrina i think. Nice lady and she treated me very well during my labour. What a small world! Not only that, the nurse who was on night duties happened to be my ex primary schoolmate, Rahimah! ))

Im so glad that i have finally gave birth. Glad that my Syihab has my feature a bit. This time, my boy has the Malay look, just like ME. Heheheheheeheh….Was only warded for a day at KKH. I love my ward but sayang, only a day aje kat situ. Eh, i should be glad right? ;p

Naahhh, my ward ala ala room hotel lah konon but minus the katil. Love it so much. Hehehe.

The entrance door

Ok im done with my labour story. Will update again once i have the time. Would like to give my upmost thanks to my SIL Zura, Jhon and MIL for taking their time to visit me and SIL Kak Ida and BIL Abg Awil to fetch us home. Also to my bestest buddy, Tina & Mie for visiting me and my bestest cousin, Tini & Yan for the delivery of the sweet hamper to my ward. Also to my lovely DAD, Mohd Rasif who came all the way from work to visit me. Love you all.

Also, I love both my sons, Shibly and Syihab…… and we are the O+ family (my hub, myself, Shibly & Syihab!)

I went for my check up last Thursday and i complained to my gynae that i was having pain on my tummy last night. She then told me that since i am in my 37 weeks, there might be a possibility that baby wants to come out early.

She checked on me and informed me that my cervix has opened at 2 cm and i could give birth anytime. She asked if i wanted to be warded that night and get myself induced but i declined. Well, i have my reason why i do not want to be warded that night and got induced, because, i am not ready to start my leaves as yet. Hello, i have like 3 more days to endure my working life and this was too sudden for me! Hurhur.

I went for a short test, about half an hour, in a observation room to see whether if i had any contraction but was noted that i did not have any contraction as yet and my gynae finally agreed that i could go back home that day. She, however feel that i should just induce now but oh well, i dont understand why is she so kanchong than me?

For now, it is like a waiting game for me. I am having a sharp pain on my abdomen and it is very uncomfortable. Hubby is kind enough to be there for me 24 hours. Sanggup dia tak pergi kerja ok? I think he also want to take the chance of not going to work huh?

Anyway, look at me and my tum tum. Yes, this is the dress that i purposely bought specially for me to be warded to the hospital. Haha! I just want to have that motivation to beranak. Sanggup beli bag baru ok just to sumbat all my barang2 maternity. OH wait! I think i left my breastpump in the office!!!!!

Yea like finally, i have my favourite baby cot in my room. Besar jah! Sempit bilek aku tapi nak buat apa, anak punya pasal! Thanks to Mariani and Adi Budiman!

Ok here it goes! This was taken last Friday. Mentang2 tak kerja (on MC), i is so semangat nak pakai fake lashes. Can’t stand myself at times. Sighhh!!!

I asked my husband if i looked ‘cute’ in this picture, but he doesn’t seems to give me err, positive answer cause he hate my bangs! Wth?

The only thing he likes about this picture is, my dress. Yeah, he chose that dress for me to wear. Bought at Frou Frou City Plaza.

Okay frankly speaking, i am having this jitters feeling (macam nak kahwin pulak) about giving birth anytime soon. I dont know if this is going to be my last pictures of pregnancy. It is kinda sad. I am sure going to miss the feeling of being pregnant again. That is the reason why i camwhored myself many2 so that I could browsed back how cheeky and vain i am during my 2nd pregnancy.

I feel like getting myself induced now and quickly give birth but at the same time, i dont feel a need to give birth in a hurry. Tsk. You know, the feeling of nak beranak skrg tapi tak nak, tak nak beranak skrg tapi nak? Ahhh…like that lah.

Ok will update again. Hopefully with more peektures!

This thursday marks my 37 weeks. I am nervous but excited at the same time. Nervous to go through the labour pain and excited to hold my baby in my arms.

I wonder if Shibly could accept his baby brother and loves him just like how he used to kiss my tumtum every day and kept telling me that he wants to play football and boxing with his baby brother. How sweet! But well, im not really sure if he would react the same once his baby brother is out. *gulp*

Anyway, here are some of my random photos. Gotta love this pregnancy and camwhoring moment with my son, Shibly.

All photos below were taken before 37 weeks pregnant.

I just love being me. I can still fit into these kind of dresses even though i was 8 mths pregnant. Perhaps, thanks to my petite size?

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Okay, it has been quite some time i did this thang. I meant, to upload photos and blog at the same time is really tiring. I just did this out of boredom. I do have many things to do at home actually, but i choose to just update this boring blog of mine just to make me satisfied tt i have a blog and will try my best to blog whatever happens in my life.

Of course there are things that i couldn’t blog about. It’s hard sometimes to just keep numb about it but then, people might know whom you are talking about and assumed the problems that you’re facing be it at home or at work.

I would love to upload more photos here but i guess that has to wait. I want to sleep now and let’s hope that tomorrow will be a better day and more updates to come!

Cheeerrrssss!!!!