2:11 pmLetting go

Ok, i know that my blog is very tak laku and that explains why everytime i sell something pun nobody wants to buy. LOL!

But i think this is a good buy lah. Im selling this button pinafore in pink colour and free size for $13.00 aje.

Anyway no hal also if nobody’s interested because i can always altered this button pinafore to make it fit for my size. Yes, my skinny size. Boring lah im getting back to my old shape. No, its not that i am not thankful or what lah or being so ngada-ngada. But i am sick of being skinny. Whatever lah ye. Should be thankful that i am healthy right?

But my only problem is, i am very malas to go and alter this pinafore. Macam like so hegeh gitu setakat satu baju then kena altered. Irritating right?

Another issue is, i’ve been pestering my husband to sell away his ASS 13 since last year. And i didn’t know that this is like very sensitive issue to him. I tell you, can see his very dissapointed face ok? Guess he must have felt that the person that he trusted most could tell him off about disposing his favourite car.  I feel very bad talking about his car and i don’t really know whether if i should stop talking about it.

Last year, there was this buyer who was interested to buy over his car for $25k. Ya lar not much and for me, i considered this as a good price because i heard that this car left with about 3 more years of COE. Is it? I also not sure. Hahah. Unfortunately, my husband aborted his plan to sell because i think that he should listen to his heart more than to his wife. How sad!

And recently, we did talk about these things again. Of course, i inititate the plan again but i knew that i failed.

All he asked for is my understanding and patience to keep this car until he thinks that it is time to let go.

I didn’t know that the needs of having a new car could be this difficult and lots of patience is needed at this point of time. As a wife, this is a very challenging task for me. And the more he wants to keep his car, the more i am less interested to take up driving license. I cannot drive that car and it is difficult to control it. I see my husband’s hand like kena vibration like that whenever he drove fast. Eeee..it feels like the steering wheel and all the 4 wheels going to tercabut like that. LOL!

Never mind. I’ve got no choice mah? At least there are lot of kids who loves his car. I think Shibly is one lucky dude to have his daddy driving that car. Every morning, i can see few kids will point their finger at the car to their parents and i can tell that they are soooooo excited. I seriously have no idea what are they thinking? I think because his car looks like a toy car.

Maybe i should asked my naughty little nephews what is so exciting about his car so that i can be happy and forever happy with his Ass 13. Who knows that i may told him no need to buy new car? That will make him loves me more than his ass 13. Don’t you think so?







So, today is Monday. As usual, Monday means a dragging day for me. I don’t understand why some people treat Monday as a fresh day to start with and they just love going to work on Monday. It is going to be a long day for me. It’s not even lunch time yet. See? How dragging!!!!

Yesterday i had fun going out with my favourite couple. Woke up at 8 am and hogah-hogah both hubby and son to wake up so that we can go to Tekka to have Apom! Hubby felt lazy to drive his Ass 13 and had to tumpang our favourite couple punya car. Off we went to Tekka and had Apom, Chapatti and Masala Thosai. Shibly pun eat sama-sama with us. Then we went to Chinatown, had to accompany them buy toiletries and some shopping. No, i did not shop cause i have no money already. Boo hoo hoo. After Chinatown, we headed to my mum’s place at Qtown to have a cup of tea, then to Commonwealth, dropping by to their nenek’s place to have Tulang. Then off we went to my place and watched Matryr again.

I can’t remember what time i slept and what time they went back yesterday. All i know is, Monday kena kerja and here i am typing this entry without any motives. Wanted to upload some photos from my Pixon but suddenly macam malas.

Today almost nak ponteng kerja because hubby said he very malas nak work. I told him “no-no” must go to work because i have a new dress to wear mah? Hurhurhur. Hubby pun malas nak layan and no choice but to go to work and decided to drop me off at Eunos Mrt aje and pandai2 saya pergi kerja ok?

So bad tau…because i wore read heels so that i could match it with my red belt and red/white earrings. I wore white dress today and i think my dress can see my underwear. Then i caught one pervert kept looking at my dress in the MRT just now. I had to stand all the way from Eunos to Tanjong Pagar and my feet aching like hell because my red heels yg glitter2 and takde org nak beli tu, is very ketat nak mampos. Especially the front part. So kecik and sempit for my toes nak bernafas.

I feel a bit farktup because i don’t like my dress yang can see through ni. Ni dress bodoh namanya. Irritating right? Some more, today is Monday lagik. I wore fake lashes to work also and i feel like shit ah cause it makes my eyes very draggy too just like the owner. Then pagi2 masuk office kena kalered Majulah Singapura because off the red and white theme. Yea yea whatever. *roll eyes*

When is the week going to end?

Anyway, i have a story to share.

I have this customer who is a guy. Then out of nowhere, few years later, i found out that he changed his name to a lady’s name. I looked at his i/c and he doesn’t look like a Sissy at all. He is straight but with very nerdy look. He’s married too and lead a normal life just like any of us.

I heard he has been divorced and he transformed from being a man to a lady. It is very sad to see that he has a daughter.

So, can you tell me. From a father, what has he become? A mother? Then, how will his daughter called him? Dad? or what?

Sad eh? But true.

Ok dah. Try to ponder it in your heart. Don’t gossip. Very bad ok?

:)







I’ve been missing my blog and twitter. I’ve been so into with facebook that i totally neglect and forgotten all about my blog.

There’s so many reason why i feel so motivated to update my facebook and see what’s happening around me. The people whom i called friends had actually forgotten all about me, maybe because they think that i am not important to them and feel that i don’t belong to their groups. Funny how people can just speculate my life without knowing what i am going through.

Of course i am not the kind to prolong the kecik-hati ness feeling. Friends will always be friends but then i knew that i have to draw a line on where i should be with them and where i should not. It is sad but still, life has to go on. I have so many things to ponder about and to take care of. :)

I met old friends through facebook and some changed for good. I didn’t realise that suddenly, i have few religious male friends. I feel good having them as my friends. But of course lah, there are some that i can’t take it. Example, they become very serious person, perhaps due to that they are very pious or perhaps that they are already married and should draw their line by not chatting too much with a female friend.

Then I met an ex’s wife through facebook and had a chat through msn too! It feels good lah but i find it a bit funny. Of course i have to be very careful when chatting with her just in case i might hurt her with the past. Hehehehehe.

Ok lah. Itu je nak update. Nowadays, tak keluar and no pictures. At home pun malas nak camwhore. Kalau dah datang malas, malassss giler. Everything also malas. Shibly is doing fine and is getting talkative and active and naughty too. I love Shibly!





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