Anyway, today is my last day working but i’ll be starting my new job nx week! That is fast! On top of that, Ramadhan is in 3 more days! Happy fasting to all my Muslim friends!

Till i see you again in my next entry! Oh yaa… Let me end this post with pictures of my sons 

I had a normal labour and I am glad that i had a smooth delivery although it was very painful. And again, i did it without epidural, gas mask and whatever stuffs which can lessen the labour pain. I have to admit that i am a strong woman who could bear the pain (haha, feeling gitu!) but right after labour, i demam ok? Haaa..nak tunjuk kuat sangat, sampai terdemam ok? It was 3 hours labour cause i chose to induce. They said, induce is much more painful than the normal contraction Dunno how true was that but ok lah, most importantly, both mummy and baby are safe.

I remembered after about an hour of contraction, the doctor came to me, checked my cervix and it was only about 4 -5 cm and told me that they had to stop for awhile because the contraction was too strong for both baby and me. Baby’s heartbeat had went down due to the strong contraction and baby was feeling very stressed inside (kesian kan, my baby stressed pasal kena force keluar) . They gave me oxygen to breathe and relax and finally, baby’s heartbeat started back to normal.

Waited for another 2 hour and the contraction became stronger and stronger. You won’t believe m e when i said that i bear the pain ALONE although my husband was beside me. I did not make any noise, no whining,not even touch him or strangle him or bite his hand or koyakkan his baju whenever the contraction came. I do it quietly, i bite my own baju hospital KK and grit my teeth and hold the palang katil myself. I finally gave up when i suddenly felt that i wanted to terberak, told my hub to call the gynae/nurses to come inside the delivery suite and only then they found out that i was already 9 cm! Haaa..that time baru can hear my suara apa2 kind of suara terpekek n melalak macam perempuan gila.

My gynae came a bit too late coz my baby’s head almost nak terkeluar already. I was told by the nurses to hold on and just gave a little push and relax, a little push and relax and kept telling me to wait until my gynae arrive. It was so crazy and suddenly i hear so many voices to give me instruction to me as long as i could hold on the final push. Apa seh? Dah tak boleh tahan terkangkang besar2 like that and kepala budak dah tersendat kat tengah2 pussy still can ask me to hold on. So sakit and it was so unbearable. In the meanwhile, they told me to take the gas mask since they saw my face yang sungguh tak boleh tahan sakit. I surrended and took the gas mask. About 3 minutes later, i saw my gynae came, korek2 inside and dengan tak sabar nye i thought i could PUSH it but was told by her, DONT PUSH FIRST girl….!!! E’eh??? Suka skali org2 ni tahan me not to push? Not funny. After about few secs and few instructions by her, i finally gave one hard push with all my might and suara harimau lapar, Muhammad Syihab pun keluar…..

So lega when he’s out but not lega when the gynae start to jahit my pussy. Hahaha..i hate it ok? By the way, we just found out a day after my birth that the nurse who assisted my gynae was my husband’s friend’s wife. Hehehe. Her name is Ms Nurhazrina i think. Nice lady and she treated me very well during my labour. What a small world! Not only that, the nurse who was on night duties happened to be my ex primary schoolmate, Rahimah! ))

Im so glad that i have finally gave birth. Glad that my Syihab has my feature a bit. This time, my boy has the Malay look, just like ME. Heheheheheeheh….Was only warded for a day at KKH. I love my ward but sayang, only a day aje kat situ. Eh, i should be glad right? ;p

Naahhh, my ward ala ala room hotel lah konon but minus the katil. Love it so much. Hehehe.

The entrance door

Ok im done with my labour story. Will update again once i have the time. Would like to give my upmost thanks to my SIL Zura, Jhon and MIL for taking their time to visit me and SIL Kak Ida and BIL Abg Awil to fetch us home. Also to my bestest buddy, Tina & Mie for visiting me and my bestest cousin, Tini & Yan for the delivery of the sweet hamper to my ward. Also to my lovely DAD, Mohd Rasif who came all the way from work to visit me. Love you all.

Also, I love both my sons, Shibly and Syihab…… and we are the O+ family (my hub, myself, Shibly & Syihab!)

Went to see my gynae and was told that my cervix has opened to 3 cm. Im not really sure whether if this is fast or not because the last time i was pregnant with Shibly, my cervix opened at 2 cm when i was 40 weeks.

Gynae asked me if i still want to wait or get myself induced. In other words, get it over and done lah gitu. I was a bit reluctant to induce lah based on my past experience without epidural (macam terror and kuat lah gitu) but then again, i’ve told myself that i want to give birth before fasting month. For me lah ye, it makes thing easier for my mum and mil, just in case they are too tired to take care of us (Shibly, Baby S and mak nye) due to the fasting month. I have to be considerate right?

Anywho, i’ve discussed with my hubby and we decided to induce on 7 Aug, which falls on Saturday. Yes, im talking about tomorrow! Why not 9 of Aug u say? Hurhurhur. Why must fall on National Day eh? So that i could have freebies? Errmm…special day coz its our Singapore’s Birthday? Heheh. Nope nope, i didn’t think of that. Its not that really important for me. I just want to give birth safely and that’s it. Well, you know what i mean?

So there it goes! I am scared ok? Although this is going to be the 2nd time for me to go through labour, i feel like im a first time mother. Especially the thought of having to INDUCE again, urrgghh…i don’t know if this time i could survive without epidural. I hope i am strong because baby weighs 2.7 kg at 38 weeks. I’d better let him out before he grew bigger than Shibly. Yes, Shibly was 3.39 kg at 40 weeks. If i can pushed Shibly, why can’t i do the same to Baby S right? He’s smaller than his brother. Heheh! Alar, most importantly, both baby S and me are safe. Please pray for us ok?

Last but not least, i’ve been ignoring my diabetes test. Sigh. I hope Baby S is doing fine once he’s born. I hope that my diabetes won’t affect my labour tomorrow.

I have about 7 more hours to check in Kandang Kerbau Hotel. Dah bayar mahal2 ok? Deposit tuh mahal! Besok kena mandi awal. Woohoo….Lucky got water heater siah. Yes, im checking in at 6 am macam dulu2 i beranakkan Shibly.  Read lah my September 2007 entries. So kenangan you. Tak sia2 i blog since 2007. This blog is such a memorable one for me.

Till then, goodnight and thank you for reading. Will come back as soon as i can. Please pray for us….

See you soon Baby S. Mummy and Daddy can’t wait to see you!

Ok most pics were uploaded at my FB. I just feel that i need to add some entry on Wedding categories and that is the reason why i put up this post!

Yup! She’s one of my Bikini Killer’s members, SKA! Selamat Pengantin Baru to her and yeah, she is still a pengantin wangi! Hurhur!

This is my darling boy, Mr Shibly! Everybody thought he is a GIRL! Why ah? Is it because of his hair????

Okay that’s all for today! Two post in a day! How happy i am. Lol! Ok merepek!

Anyway, i do realise that I must be thankful with whatever Allah has granted to me. Thank you Allah! ))

Since i have nothing better to do (although there are tons of work to do at home), i would like to post up some old pics which were taken errr…last year. Haha!

Just Shibly and his daddy…

These were the days where we wanted to enroll Shibly to start his pre-school year at Cherie Hearts, situated at Kembangan branch. However, after so much discussions with hubby (fees & journey), we aborted the idea to enroll him to school at the age of 2 yrs. We do not want to take the risk of paying so much for his fees at his age. It is not that we are stingy when comes to our child’s education but we do not want him to end up changing school because of the fees which we can’t afford to pay monthly.

We have so much things in mind and we agreed to just enroll him to normal PAP or whichever schools where we can afford to pay the school fees. Insyallah, i believe that if we worked hard, we will be able to put him into a good school one day.

She checked on me and informed me that my cervix has opened at 2 cm and i could give birth anytime. She asked if i wanted to be warded that night and get myself induced but i declined. Well, i have my reason why i do not want to be warded that night and got induced, because, i am not ready to start my leaves as yet. Hello, i have like 3 more days to endure my working life and this was too sudden for me! Hurhur.

I went for a short test, about half an hour, in a observation room to see whether if i had any contraction but was noted that i did not have any contraction as yet and my gynae finally agreed that i could go back home that day. She, however feel that i should just induce now but oh well, i dont understand why is she so kanchong than me?

For now, it is like a waiting game for me. I am having a sharp pain on my abdomen and it is very uncomfortable. Hubby is kind enough to be there for me 24 hours. Sanggup dia tak pergi kerja ok? I think he also want to take the chance of not going to work huh?

Anyway, look at me and my tum tum. Yes, this is the dress that i purposely bought specially for me to be warded to the hospital. Haha! I just want to have that motivation to beranak. Sanggup beli bag baru ok just to sumbat all my barang2 maternity. OH wait! I think i left my breastpump in the office!!!!!

Yea like finally, i have my favourite baby cot in my room. Besar jah! Sempit bilek aku tapi nak buat apa, anak punya pasal! Thanks to Mariani and Adi Budiman!

Ok here it goes! This was taken last Friday. Mentang2 tak kerja (on MC), i is so semangat nak pakai fake lashes. Can’t stand myself at times. Sighhh!!!

I asked my husband if i looked ‘cute’ in this picture, but he doesn’t seems to give me err, positive answer cause he hate my bangs! Wth?

The only thing he likes about this picture is, my dress. Yeah, he chose that dress for me to wear. Bought at Frou Frou City Plaza.

Okay frankly speaking, i am having this jitters feeling (macam nak kahwin pulak) about giving birth anytime soon. I dont know if this is going to be my last pictures of pregnancy. It is kinda sad. I am sure going to miss the feeling of being pregnant again. That is the reason why i camwhored myself many2 so that I could browsed back how cheeky and vain i am during my 2nd pregnancy.

I feel like getting myself induced now and quickly give birth but at the same time, i dont feel a need to give birth in a hurry. Tsk. You know, the feeling of nak beranak skrg tapi tak nak, tak nak beranak skrg tapi nak? Ahhh…like that lah.

Ok will update again. Hopefully with more peektures!

I wonder if Shibly could accept his baby brother and loves him just like how he used to kiss my tumtum every day and kept telling me that he wants to play football and boxing with his baby brother. How sweet! But well, im not really sure if he would react the same once his baby brother is out. *gulp*

Anyway, here are some of my random photos. Gotta love this pregnancy and camwhoring moment with my son, Shibly.

All photos below were taken before 37 weeks pregnant.

I just love being me. I can still fit into these kind of dresses even though i was 8 mths pregnant. Perhaps, thanks to my petite size?

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Okay, it has been quite some time i did this thang. I meant, to upload photos and blog at the same time is really tiring. I just did this out of boredom. I do have many things to do at home actually, but i choose to just update this boring blog of mine just to make me satisfied tt i have a blog and will try my best to blog whatever happens in my life.

Of course there are things that i couldn’t blog about. It’s hard sometimes to just keep numb about it but then, people might know whom you are talking about and assumed the problems that you’re facing be it at home or at work.

I would love to upload more photos here but i guess that has to wait. I want to sleep now and let’s hope that tomorrow will be a better day and more updates to come!

Cheeerrrssss!!!!

Let me make this entry an interesting one! Will show my month to month pregnancy!

But sorry, i seriously did not record down how many months pregnant i was at that time. I think this photo tells me that i am about 6 weeks pregnant.

This one must be about 3 months pregnant?? What do you think huh?

I dont look like pregnant at all didn’t i? But seriously, these were my pregnancy photos! Heeee!!!

This was my latest photo! 8 months pregnancy!!

Sorry for the poor quality of the photos. Most pics were taken from my Blackberry Storm. Yeah, i hope you enjoy looking at these photos. Will update again but i shall not promise. Heeee!

If you have not been following my tweet, I have been diagnosed with gestational pregnancy (diabetes). I was actually shocked to find out about it but at the same time, i do have the strong feeling that i might have developed that illness due to my family history. Both my parents have diabetes so it is not something new to learn about it. I am strictly on diet now because i do want to have a healthy pregnancy and wouldn’t want to cause any harm to myself and my darling baby.
I was selected by KKH ( of course have to be selected lah, duh!) to have a diabetic class on last Monday. It was relaxing and all we did was eat, talk, watch video and have a walk. There were 4 female patients which consists of 2 Malays, 1 Chinese and 1 Filipino. We made friends and it was a fun experience. One of the Malay girl, whom i thought was older than me, had this kind of weird personality. I mean, eating personality. She don’t eat fruits and drinks milk. When we asked her why, she just simply told us that ever since she was born, she has not been eating fruits and she doesn’t even know why she hated fruits so much. Im not sure about milk though, cause i believe as a baby, we need MILK to survive right? So i didn’t bother to ask much about why she hated milk so much. Ha ha!

Anyway, to end my story today, i am glad to attend the class held by KKH because it made me realise the importance of eating healthy foods. I was so ignorance in the past and that leads me to become like this. I was sad but at the same time, i am glad that God has opened my eyes to be more careful in my diet. Doesn’t mean you are skinny, you can gobble up any foods you like. Skinny people have the high chances of diabetes whilst fatty people might get high cholesterol easily. So mummies or mummies to be, please take care of yourself, especially when you have family history with high blood pressure or diabetes.
I will update again. I pwomise!!

With Love,
Natyler.

On another note, i just got to know from hub that his next reservist will be end of August, meaning that once baby is out (tentatively 19 aug’10), hub has to go away for at least 2 weeks. Why must it always happened that way?

I remembered when we first got married, 18 & 19 Aug’06, hub had to leave me for reservist (to Australia somemore) for 3 weeks on Nov’06. Baru kahwin dah kena tinggal laki. Lol!

Then when i gave birth to Shibly, 24 Oct’07, hub had to leave me again for reservist on early Nov’07. And now, it has to happen again. You get what i mean? Why must it always had to be around the most important ‘i-need-my-hubby-badly’ day?

Oh well, that’s for now. Will come and rant more when time permits.

Have a nice day you people!

Got this info from their very own daughter, Leez, that her parents has actually sold off Bojama name to others.To whom, i dont know lah. So if you wish to hire their services (the same cook, Pakcik Yaacob and his son, please contact them at 6560 5221) cause they are still taking wedding catering orders.

Hope this help because i trust their services. Very nice foods and excellent services.

p/s: Leez, do i get anything by doing this? :p

The second time you did that was when mummy and daddy rushed back from work and were so eager to fetch you home. Although mummy and daddy always complained that we were so tired, never ever once we left you overnight at your Oma’s place. Although mummy and daddy had the intention to watch midnight movies or chilling with friends at pub/cafe and to leave you overnight at Oma’s place, it never happens because we love you too much and we feel like so kesian gitu kena tinggal with Oma.

Today, it happened again. This time round was quite bad because you refused to let mummy or daddy to hold or touch and you wailed so loudly as if mummy and daddy are like strangers to you when we wanted to bring you back home. Mummy almost wanted to cry but mummy wouldnt want to embarass herself and treat it as a small matter. It is not a small matter to mummy, because mummy cannot understand and do not understand why you reacted that way. Was it because mummy has been too hard for you? Did mummy force you to do something that you dont like? Mummy know that although you are only 2 yrs and 5 months old, you are already a smart boy and that you knew what we adults were thinking. Was it because you are angry because mummy no longer wants to breastfeed you? Or was it because mummy is pregnant and that you feel that mummy will not love you anymore?

My dear son Shibly, mummy loves you too much and this is part of the reason why mummy has to blog about this. Although some people may think mummy is crazy and so sensitive nak mampos, mummy will not care a bit of what they feel. Because mummy is the one who gave birth to you and had fight the battle of breastfeeding to breastfeed you tilll this old. Mummy has willing to sacrifice a lot of things for you and mummy feels that mummy has the right to feel sad, hurt and emo with your sudden changes.

As far as mummy could remember, never ever once mummy dares to leave you overnight at your Oma’s place or to anybody’s place. If it ever happened that you stayed at Oma’s place the whole weekdays and mummy only brings you back during the weekend, mummy could relate the feeling of why you do not wish to go back home with us. But why my son? Why this sudden changes? Do you not love mummy anymore?

You may not understand about this whole matter. YOu may not even aware that what you did has hurt mummy and daddy’s feeling because you are still a baby. Yes, you are still a baby in our eyes.Im sorry my son for being sensitive with you. Maybe mummy is still very childish to feel this way. But trust me my son, mummy will never ever give up on you and that mummy will still love your more and be fair towards you once your baby brother/sister comes out into this world.

I LOVE YOU SHIBLY!!!

I no longer has to worry about continuing to breastfeed him until dont know how many more years to go. I think he slowly get the sign that I am pregnant. NOw, i get to relax more and concentrate on my pregnancy.

I am currently in my 16 weeks (4 mths) and comes April, i will get to know the gender of my baby. I am as usual, excited, just like how i first get to know that I am pregnant with Shibly. The feeling of being a mother again is so priceless and that i must learn how to cope with 2 kids in future.

Cant wait to shop for baby stuffs all over again. It it is a boy, it would be great, at least Shibly has someone to fight fight with. If it is a girl, hmm..bonus for me. Looks like i gotta spend more money for her clothings and all.

Wish me luck!

Thank you to those who has not forgotten to visit this blog. I need motivation to blog about my life, be it interesting or boring and i know that i need to share the journey of my 2nd pregnancy. Although it has not been really good as the 1st one, im glad that everything has been going smoothly at this moment. Yes, i just hope everything will be all right.

I realised that i have not been looking so good with this 2nd one, i just feel so lazy to dress up, to put on make up and i still find my face so pale even though i tepek2 kan the make up on my face. Why? I hate this feeling ok?

So to motivate myself going to work everyday, i’ve decided to buy many2 clothes and many2 shoes but then i found that it is all a waste. I dont know why but i easily loathe the sight of my new clothes and shoes. Just feel like ‘not enough’ shopping. So selfish and stupid right?

Ok bye. I’ll blog again when i have the time. I know the ending is like so abrupt. Lol!

Lots of loathing,

Natyler.

I hope i have lots of story to share this year and i really missed blogging okay?

All i can say is that im feeling excited but not really that excited lah cause i have to take extra precautions in terms of my health.

Im just happy that i’ve got what i’ve been wanting so far:

Blackberry
Iphone
Laptop
Many clothes
Many shoes
Hair Extensions
Toys for Shibly
last but not least, a baby.

Well i know it’s still too early to announce but i just pray hard that everything will goes smoothly. See ya soon!

With love,
Me. Natyler lor.

Action aje read the books. I guess it has been one month since he last touch that book. Blame the mummy!Damn LAZY!

We went to Ima’s place to break fast together and she cooked us the simple dish but yet delicious!

Then i took photos with this princess, Hera Iman…

She’s pretty like her ex-SIA stewardess mummy!

But her ex-SIA steward daddy said, no becoming a cabin crew for their childrens in future.

So Hera thought, why not she becomes a teacher instead. She loves to be a teacher and loves to be a leader or playing big sister just like her mummy. Look at what she did ! She taught Shibly how to iron clothes because Shibly’s mum doesn’t like ironing at all and never iron his daddy’s clothes anymore!

Tekun betul si Shibly belajar menggosok baju ye…

After awhile, both got tired with ironing and decided to play on their own. Love to see kids playing on their own and with whatever imaginary friends they have. lol.

And this cute baby Jada was happily playing on her own too.

Who dont love kids huh? We all do! Just like how Shibly loves BOOBS! LOL!

During one of our happy Saturday. Outside Kembangan CC.

He seems to have so many stories to tell his daddy.

Trying to pull his daddy shirt…

My cool Mat Shib…

I think, as he grew older, he tends to look more like me. Dont you think so? Please?

I have nothing much to blog about since i have been wow so active in twitter ever since i bought Behberry!

I typed half way through then when comes to uploading the photos, i realised that i did not save it in my folder

There were some photos in my folder but the size are too big and thus had to edit the image size

Then i realised that i have to upload the wanted photos through my Pixon phone.

I got the photos in my Pixon phone then realised i did not save it under memory card and thus i end up saving it one by one to memory card

Already happy uploaded the photos at my folder then realised that i need to edit the photos image size again, bloody hell!

OK!
Now what? I need to blog about what is the actual thing that i want to blog about right? Unfortunately, i don’t seems to have the mood to update about it. I wanted to show you my birthday caaake lah. NOw i don’t have the mood because it is very hassle to update this blog.

Anyway, i could only update this blog WHEN Mat Shib is sleeping OR he is not around.

Anywhooooosss…..ok lah. I think i’d better update you a lil bit of my basi birthday cake.

Here it goess!!!!

I actually asked my girlfriend Ima to bake me Kek Kukus basah (Fruitcake) but she ended up decorating my fruit cake into this and it is ‘dry’. Nevertheless, the fruitcake tasted wonderful. I love it!

I cant wait for her to update her website. Yes yes, we did a website for her! Business website and it’s all about foods, foods, foods!!

OK nite. Will be back again.