I no longer has to worry about continuing to breastfeed him until dont know how many more years to go. I think he slowly get the sign that I am pregnant. NOw, i get to relax more and concentrate on my pregnancy.

I am currently in my 16 weeks (4 mths) and comes April, i will get to know the gender of my baby. I am as usual, excited, just like how i first get to know that I am pregnant with Shibly. The feeling of being a mother again is so priceless and that i must learn how to cope with 2 kids in future.

Cant wait to shop for baby stuffs all over again. It it is a boy, it would be great, at least Shibly has someone to fight fight with. If it is a girl, hmm..bonus for me. Looks like i gotta spend more money for her clothings and all.

Wish me luck!

Thank you to those who has not forgotten to visit this blog. I need motivation to blog about my life, be it interesting or boring and i know that i need to share the journey of my 2nd pregnancy. Although it has not been really good as the 1st one, im glad that everything has been going smoothly at this moment. Yes, i just hope everything will be all right.

I realised that i have not been looking so good with this 2nd one, i just feel so lazy to dress up, to put on make up and i still find my face so pale even though i tepek2 kan the make up on my face. Why? I hate this feeling ok?

So to motivate myself going to work everyday, i’ve decided to buy many2 clothes and many2 shoes but then i found that it is all a waste. I dont know why but i easily loathe the sight of my new clothes and shoes. Just feel like ‘not enough’ shopping. So selfish and stupid right?

Ok bye. I’ll blog again when i have the time. I know the ending is like so abrupt. Lol!

Lots of loathing,

Natyler.

I hope i have lots of story to share this year and i really missed blogging okay?

All i can say is that im feeling excited but not really that excited lah cause i have to take extra precautions in terms of my health.

Im just happy that i’ve got what i’ve been wanting so far:

Blackberry
Iphone
Laptop
Many clothes
Many shoes
Hair Extensions
Toys for Shibly
last but not least, a baby.

Well i know it’s still too early to announce but i just pray hard that everything will goes smoothly. See ya soon!

With love,
Me. Natyler lor.

Action aje read the books. I guess it has been one month since he last touch that book. Blame the mummy!Damn LAZY!

We went to Ima’s place to break fast together and she cooked us the simple dish but yet delicious!

Then i took photos with this princess, Hera Iman…

She’s pretty like her ex-SIA stewardess mummy!

But her ex-SIA steward daddy said, no becoming a cabin crew for their childrens in future.

So Hera thought, why not she becomes a teacher instead. She loves to be a teacher and loves to be a leader or playing big sister just like her mummy. Look at what she did ! She taught Shibly how to iron clothes because Shibly’s mum doesn’t like ironing at all and never iron his daddy’s clothes anymore!

Tekun betul si Shibly belajar menggosok baju ye…

After awhile, both got tired with ironing and decided to play on their own. Love to see kids playing on their own and with whatever imaginary friends they have. lol.

And this cute baby Jada was happily playing on her own too.

Who dont love kids huh? We all do! Just like how Shibly loves BOOBS! LOL!

During one of our happy Saturday. Outside Kembangan CC.

He seems to have so many stories to tell his daddy.

Trying to pull his daddy shirt…

My cool Mat Shib…

I think, as he grew older, he tends to look more like me. Dont you think so? Please?

I have nothing much to blog about since i have been wow so active in twitter ever since i bought Behberry!

I typed half way through then when comes to uploading the photos, i realised that i did not save it in my folder

There were some photos in my folder but the size are too big and thus had to edit the image size

Then i realised that i have to upload the wanted photos through my Pixon phone.

I got the photos in my Pixon phone then realised i did not save it under memory card and thus i end up saving it one by one to memory card

Already happy uploaded the photos at my folder then realised that i need to edit the photos image size again, bloody hell!

OK!
Now what? I need to blog about what is the actual thing that i want to blog about right? Unfortunately, i don’t seems to have the mood to update about it. I wanted to show you my birthday caaake lah. NOw i don’t have the mood because it is very hassle to update this blog.

Anyway, i could only update this blog WHEN Mat Shib is sleeping OR he is not around.

Anywhooooosss…..ok lah. I think i’d better update you a lil bit of my basi birthday cake.

Here it goess!!!!

I actually asked my girlfriend Ima to bake me Kek Kukus basah (Fruitcake) but she ended up decorating my fruit cake into this and it is ‘dry’. Nevertheless, the fruitcake tasted wonderful. I love it!

I cant wait for her to update her website. Yes yes, we did a website for her! Business website and it’s all about foods, foods, foods!!

OK nite. Will be back again.

As usual, since i have no digicam, (ok i bluff, i still have my 5 megapixel Fuji which im not sure where i’ve chucked the stuff) and i’ve not charge my Pixon batt for 1 week, i’ve decided to go picture-less on Hari Raya. (Ok,i bluff again, i used my Storm camera only for twitpic purpose) On top of that, i have decided to ’steal’ some photos again from my SIL’s multiply and her name is Zura akan Zzanyy. Thank you and enjoy the pictures!

With Pak Shib and Mat Shib

I did not buy any new clothes for this year Raya. Used my last year’s baju raya. As for Mat Shib, he’s wearing the baju kurung given by Ms Su aka Hermankelisha. Thank you ye Cik Su. For hub’s baju, it was bought on the eve of Raya so that we could  go matchy matchy together gether.

The husband seeking forgiveness from his mum. Muka ada serious. This year very sad. Father in law went to China for a year so my husband and his siblings are father-less on this Raya. Lucky got elest bro in law to substantiate the absence of my father in law.

So should i describe myself  as anak hantu instead of anak menantu? Patutkah ketawa2 when seeking forgiveness with mother in law? Patut kahh?? Well, actually im trying to control from sobbing real hard because i feel that i have so many sins to my mil. She’s the best mil in the world. Never once she merungut or show me ‘face’ whenever i requested her to send Shibly straight to my home. How lucky i am. Pemalas kan aku?????

Don’t be mistaken. Shibly is not cranky. He was very SAD after he mintak maaf from his OMA. He knew he always trouble his OMA and bullied his OMA whenever mummy and daddy go to work. LOL! See his expression? Sedih betul after mintak maaf.

I am just trying to be funny as usual.

And trying to act cute lah. Biasa lah tuuuu.

And not forgetting, trying to be ouh soww lurving with the husband on the first day of raya!

With my mum who followed us jalan raya!

With my kid bro

Well, i will stop here for now. Anyway, if i don’t often update my blog, i’ve found one new blog for you to read, maybe a bit about our family. If you’re lucky, you can also see Mat Shib’s funny antic and few of my selenge photos. Feel free to visit my sister in law’s new blog at http://www.zzanyy.blogspot.com SORRY ADIK! I hope you don’t mind ok?

I wanted to upload some photos before the fasting month, wanted to blog about my birthday cake, wanted to blog about breaking fast at a friend’s place but i don’t know why i couldn’t bring myself to upload all the beautiful photos. Why???????

And if you follow my twitter, you know what i’ve got and what is going on too. I am actually pretending to be ‘ON’ updating my twitter regularly all because of the new thang lah. Ha ha ha ha. But im not really sure how far i can go with my BB. I am not familiar with BB but well, im trying to get some help from the husband’s manager cause he used to work for BB previously and is expert with that system. Err…but i got the feeling that my husband could not be bothered to layankan my permintaan yang tak necessary langsung. What luck!

I am not prepared for Raya this year. I don’t know why lah and don’t ask me why ok. All i know that i need to treat my mum for some hari raya stuffs cause she deserve it.

Ok nite. Will be back very soon with photos. I think i need new digicam. 14 megapixel Canon digicam. Amacam? Cool tak? But you think i can get it? Ahhhh..dont think so lah. My husband confirm nag at me one. After Pixon, nak BB, dah BB nak digicam pulakkkkk…alahaaiiiii.

Till i blog again~

Why is it that i always had no time to tweet and blog? Am i really busy or just being lazy? Trust me, i wanted to tweet as much as i can but i think and i feel that it is not necessary. Why like that??

Mana saya punya motivation nak tweet many2 ni? Mana saya punya twitpic camwhoring ni semua? Kenapa malas ni???? Arrggghhh..

Ok nite.

Shibly is falling sick due to high fever. I hope it’s not the disease from which my dad has just brought upon himself, H1N1 cause the other day, when i visited him, i forgotten to throw away the mask and left it in the car. The next thing i saw, Shibly was playing with my mask and wipe himself with it! Gosh!

I was being scolded by my husband of course, but that doesn’t mean he could have fever due to that right? Ok, touchwood!

I was feeling miserable since the 2nd day of fasting because i couldn’t fast. I was feeling so dehydrated as Shibly refused to bug off from my tetek. I mean, breastfeeding mum would understand what would happen when your child is falling sick. All they want to do is to keep on being fed with your milk until they feel better or when they really fell asleep. I was sweating all over especially when his fever was very high. I could feel the heat and i pity my boy but feel so helpless. The only thing to soothe him is to milk him, that’s it.

To add thing worst, my hubby was not feeling well too due to his migrane. So yesterday morning, both daddy and son went to the doctor and both got 2 days MC. I think it doesn’t really help much for my case because i am left only with one day child care leave. So, in other words, i have to use my one day leave too.

Being at home with both sick child and husband doesn’t really help at all. No one to help me with the simple house chores, cook porridge for Shibly and etc. I feel like crying and frustrated at the same time but i knew i couldn’t do much. Sigh…. this is very challenging for me. I had to drink plain water every here and then just to prevent myself from falling sick too.

To get Shibly take with his medicine is another disaster for both hubby and me. His wailing, crying, pushing and etc was really challenging for us.  He will vomit everything out and there it goes, we gotta clean up the affected areas, gotta make him change his clothes and all were really annoying. But still as a parent, we gotta keep cool and told him nicely that everything is going to be fine. There were times where hubby and i gotta argue because we found that there’s always something wrong with the things we done and with Shibly cries and all really make the both of us panic and frustrated with each other.

And then, just when everything went smoothly at work, meaning, all correspondence and emails are being replied up to-date, i have to take urgent leave for 2 days. My job is the kind where you have to come to work everyday to maintain and ensure that you have replied to customer’s query and make sure all applications to be done at the soonest. Aiyah, in other words, must be all up to-date lah. But now, since i’ve took 2 days leave, i really gotta buck up and clear all the shits at work comes Wednesday. That’s the reason why i’ve tweet less at work.

Sometimes i wish at this point of time, i could rely on pacifier so that Shibly could have something to suck on rather the relying on my breast. Wish i could have a maid to look after him whilst i took a nap. Wish i could wish so many things right now. Hur hur hur.

Ok, its time for me to take 5 before Shibly calls for my milk again.

Happy fasting to all my Muslim friends.

Just the girls….

Mother in law and me

Ok guess what? Shibly was actually trying to do a “PEACE” sign ok? But it ended up like a V sign. LOL!

Ok i know that i dressed up like a ballet dancer yang tak menjadi. That was my very poor fashion statement. I don’t know what i was thinking on that day and end up wearing something very stupid. LOL!

My little boy was working hard on that day. He was practically trying to be a rickshaw puller. That’s not bad huh?

At the age of barely 2 yrs old, he has made a good progress by initiating to be a rickshaw puller so that he could help his parents to buy him a Lambohginik!

That’s my boy. Ada tokoh dgn muka cinapek dia, he can be a qualified rickshaw puller and can win the best hardworking toddler in Singapore. LOL LOL!

Whilst the son was working hard to be a rickshaw puller, the daddy, mak long and pak long were busy choosing which flight to take once Shibly got his pay. Very bad eh?

Then suddenly, Shibly sensed something was not right and went asking his Pak Long, “Mana gaji Shibly cukup nak bayar duit flight?”

And of course the Mak Long and Pak Long buat bodoh and continued to choose their destination….

Then Shibly decided to pray…

Yes he was praying! LOL! Serious tak bedek. Action betul ini anak satu. He take it that he was praying on the prayer mat with that little book.

He prayed that he got his pay soon and wished that he got extra bonus since the mummy tak dapat bonus last July. LOL!

He prayed that he will not turn out like his mummy yang dah macam orang gila because July tak dapat bonus but org lain dapat bonus and shopping macam org gila jugak. LOL!

But since mummy dah macam gitu, anak pun ikut jugak. LOL!

Oh…what a pitiful parents! Hehehehehe

Ok the end!

Ok back to the wedding2 story, this was on Sunday.

My another gorgeous adik ipar. She is the tallest in the family, almost the same height as my husband. Hur hur.

The 3 of them again. Bestest friends! Untong Jhon. Lol!

My favourite photo. Happy family. I am blessed to have the most understanding and caring MOTHERS! Mother in law and my mother.

The beautiful pulut kuning bertingkat. How come i never thought of this during my wedding 3 yrs ago? Dang!

The delicious udang from Bojama. It has became our family best recommendation for wedding. I used their service when i got married, then recommended to one of our relatives then now to my SIL’s wedding. I am glad to have them as our tukang masak and thank you Leez!

Shibly and Abg Jamil. I love Shibly with Pink.

My kid bro.

With my family. I don’t like my hair.

With my in-laws too. My face looked tired. Padahal event baru nak start muka dah macam keropok. Penat hokay? Penat jaga and dukung anak yg suka berlari. And my husband, sempat answer his phonecall. Heee!

The grand Opa lambat tadi now baru amik gambar with us.

Ok pengantin sudah sampai. I love the all the little boys. So cute!

The last kopek of bajus. The event has came to an end.

The penat us and very glad that the wedding went smoothly. Make up dah habis.

My hensem boy, Mat Shib! Mat kelanteh pun jadi lah …

Ok bye! Im tired!!! Nite all!!!

This was her room deco. I like it very much.

Family photo during solemnisation day.

My orang kuat cum driver. Heee hee. (Driver strictly for important purpose only. Im not the kind who likes to take advantage of people, esp those drivers whom i treated and respect as a friend. )

Sometimes i wonder, why do i like to pose in such a manner? Very vain and cheeky rite? haha.

My youngest SIL with her bestest gf and her good looking Filipino boyfriend. Mana2 pergi, mesti ini 3 berkepit. Sangat bagus lah.

My gorgeous sister in law. I am so happy that she finally got married. Being the eldest in my husband’s family, she is a very understanding sister in law and we’d never quarrel or had any misunderstanding at all. I’ve always treated her with so much respect.

Finally she got nikah! Hee hee.

The loving couple lor. The story goes like this. They were actually having a relationship back in their teenagers day. Then later, they parted and went through their journey with other people and then jeng jeng jeng, something went wrong with their relationship and they met back again somewhere in last year and decided to get married cause they just realised that they are meant to be together at last. Alhamdulillah and Insyallah.

Ok will be back again with more photos.

Apparently, one of my colleagues was infected by TB and therefore, the management are measuring their safety for all the staffs and has therefore decided to send us for further medical check-up, only to selected staffs.

Few of my colleagues have been discharge, meaning that they are not infected by it and need not go for further check-up. Unfortunately, I was not that lucky but I was not confirmed having that disease too. I happened to have coughs for the past few weeks and therefore, the X-ray showed that my lungs are not fully cleared.

I was then given antibiotics and will need to return back to their clinic for further check-up. Actually, this is not what has been bothering me. I am being paranoid with works and I am not sure whether loss of appetites is one of the main causes of my stress at work. Just in case you need to find out what is TB. 

I tell you eh, working in this department is killing me. Not only that we are being under paid and no bonus for July’09, ada penyakit lagikkk!! Lepas satu, satu tau!But i don’t blame my colleague who are being infected by it. These are all God’s will. We never know what God has in store for us.:D

What is tuberculosis?

Tuberculosis (TB) is an infection caused by slow-growing bacteria that grow best in areas of the body that have lots of blood and oxygen. That’s why it is most often found in the lungs. This is called pulmonary TB. But TB can also spread to other parts of the body, which is called extrapulmonary TB. Treatment is often a success, but it is a long process. It takes about 6 to 9 months to treat TB.
Tuberculosis is either latent or active.
 Latent TB means that you have the TB bacteria in your body, but your body’s defenses (immune system) fight the infection and try to keep it from turning into active TB. This means that you don’t have any symptoms of TB right now and can’t spread the disease to others. If you have latent TB, it can become active TB.
 Active TB means that the TB bacteria are growing and causing symptoms. If your lungs are infected with active TB, it is easy to spread the disease to others.
How is TB spread to others?
Pulmonary TB (in the lungs) is contagious. It spreads when a person who has active TB breathes out air that has the TB bacteria in it and then another person breathes in the bacteria from the air. An infected person releases even more bacteria when he or she does things like cough or laugh.
If TB is only in other parts of the body (extrapulmonary TB), it does not spread easily to others.
Who is most at risk for TB?
Some people are more likely than others to get TB. This includes people who:
 Have HIV or another illness that weakens their immune system.
 Have close contact with someone who has active TB, such as living in the same house as someone who is infected with TB.
 Care for a patient who has active TB, such as doctors or nurses.
 Live or work in crowded places such as prisons, nursing homes, or homeless shelters, where other people may have active TB.
 Have poor access to health care, such as homeless people and migrant farm workers.
 Abuse drugs or alcohol.
 Travel to or were born in places where untreated TB is common, such as Latin America, Africa, Asia, Eastern Europe, and Russia.
It is important for people who are at a high risk for getting TB to get tested once or twice every year.
What are the symptoms?
Most of the time when people are first infected with TB, the disease is so mild that they don’t even know they have it. People with latent TB don’t have symptoms unless the disease becomes active.
Symptoms of active TB may include:
 A cough that brings up thick, cloudy, and sometimes bloody mucus from the lungs (called sputum) for more than 2 weeks.
 Tiredness and weight loss.
 Night sweats and a fever.
 A rapid heartbeat.
 Swelling in the neck (when lymph nodes in the neck are infected).
 Shortness of breath and chest pain (in rare cases).
How is TB diagnosed?
Doctors usually find latent TB by doing a tuberculin skin test. During the skin test, a doctor or nurse will inject TB antigens under your skin. If you have TB bacteria in your body, within 2 days you will get a red bump where the needle went into your skin. The test can’t tell when you became infected with TB or if it can be spread to others.
To find pulmonary TB, doctors test a sample of mucus from the lungs (sputum) to see if there are TB bacteria in it. Doctors sometimes take a chest X-ray to help find pulmonary TB.
To find extrapulmonary TB, doctors can take a sample of tissue (biopsy) to test. Or you might get a CT scan or an MRI so the doctor can see pictures of the inside of your body.
How is it treated?
Most of the time, doctors combine four antibiotics to treat active TB. It’s important to take the medicine for active TB for at least 6 months. Almost all people are cured if they take their medicine just like their doctor says to. If tests still show an active TB infection after 6 months, then treatment continues for another 2 or 3 months.
Most people with latent TB are treated with only one antibiotic that they take for 9 months. This reduces their risk for getting active TB.
If you miss doses of your medicine, or if you stop taking your medicine too soon, your treatment may fail or have to go on longer. You may have to start your treatment over again. This can also cause the infection to get worse or lead to an infection that is resistant to antibiotics. This is much harder to treat.
TB can only be cured if you take all the doses of your medicine. A doctor or nurse may have to watch you take it to make sure that you never miss a dose and that you take it the proper way. You may have to go to the doctor’s office every day, or a nurse may come to your home or work. This is called direct observational treatment. It helps people follow all of the instructions and keep up with their treatment, which can be complex and take a long time. Cure rates for TB have greatly improved because of this type of treatment.
If active TB is not treated, it can damage your lungs or other organs and can be deadly.

After the tiring weekends but wonderful and memorable events (my SIL’s wedding), I did not have a chance to take leave on Monday as I had to attend two days course at MDIS. I was happy to attend for the course. It brings me away from stress and irritating customers. I made friend with a lady named Nicole and was delighted to know that she is a breastfeeding mummy too! Her daughter is almost 3 yrs old and she had the same worries as me, “When should we stop b/f our kids?” Hehehhe.

Other than her, the rest of the people were okay okay. The most not okay one was this particular lady who seemed to be unfriendly, only in my eyes lah. I don’t really know what’s her problem because she doesn’t bother to smile at me and the best part is, she made me feel as if I am invisible. Lol! Okay lah. Whatever lerrrr.

Let’s move on to something else. Fasting month is like a month away and I am excited about it. Excited because I am very much in love with Ramadhan month as it brings me to realise the importance of being a Muslim. This is the month where we can prove our strength to endure hunger and avoid unnecessary gossips, skimpy outfit and etc.

My mum used to tell me that fasting without praying will not benefits me at the end of the day because I will somehow have that ZERO markah for my amalan. When I was young, of course I was afraid that I will have zero markah if I don’t pray whilst fasting and that advice, that voice, still lingers in my mind.

My drastic change during last year Ramadhan has brought some curiosity (and of course lah some gossips) among my colleagues and it was as if there was something which has manipulated my mind and resulted me to start praying! It was unbelievable for them and some couldn’t help but to ask me whether if I am doing it sincerely or trying to make myself feel good? I somehow knew what they meant but I just couldn’t be bothered to give my honest opinion to them since i prefer not to talk too much else my amalan semua missing and I will definitely have zero point. Lol!

Unfortunately, the fasting and the praying does not last long, not even a month. I quit fasting and praying after 2 weeks later because I told myself that I don’t have the time to do it and very tired lah. Semangat dua minit aje! That was terrible right? That’s a very LAME excuse, yes i know. :p

Ok, i’ve been dying to upload photos at my blog but i have not been camwhoring for the past months, (all thanks to the stress at work), so these are the photos that i could come up with, my beautiful apek son Mat Shib! Lol!!

He has these favourite words which has been fully absorbed in his mind and has been successful pronouncing the words with full of confidence and without any missing letters on it. They are, “Alamak! ” “Mamak Prata!” ” Apek!”

LOL! Suka ajar anak bukan-bukan?

But the most interesting and yet soothing word that he said is ‘Heylluu!” You should have heard his tone and could never imagine that the voice actually came from a 21 months old boy! LOL! It is something like a British man saying hellu to you in a slang way but with a little high pitch tone.

And of course, the mummy has never missed a chance to snap a photo of herself!

The bacin me.

Till we meet again!

After several discussions with him, we decided that we got to take our own risk by taking photos for the Hummer (yeah not Lamborghini because that wasn’t the main thing that the boss wants to promote at the moment). We feel that it is unfair to pay nothing to stranger who volunteered for the photoshoot. They got nothing and we got something. That is so unfair and unjust.

Anyway, it is not my project and the boss will not give us Lamborghini or Hummer just because my hubby got the deal for the website. Lol! I was thinking to earn extra money too after being inspired with the hubby’s hobby which has finally bears some fruits on it.

But what am I to be? I think I am more prone in spending money than to earn money. *roll eyes*

Tracking back on the Hummer photoshoot, I told hubby that it is time to buy good camera or SLR so that we can take better quality of the picture. As usual, he wasn’t keen on my idea and told me that he wants to earn money and not spending money on such items. But heck! Aren’t the SLR meant for work purpose? (of course, to me its more than that, it’s more for my own camwhoring and without any useful purpose, geez!)

Not only that he refused to buy the SLR camera, he even objected to my request of buying a new fan to be placed at Shibly’s room! I almost wanted to scream at him for being so stingy and so unreasonable. I have my reason to buy the fan of course. I do not like the idea to switch on the air-con in his room because i hate to close the window as it only turns out to make his room more dull and gloomy. But come to think of it again, what is the purpose of buying fans when you have air-cons in every room? Well, I do still have my reason and I shall keep that to myself at the moment. 

Apparently, the project that he is working on now has yet to be completed and thus resulted to a “how much do we need to quote them’ question. Of course, few thousands has been lingered in his mind but he is as timid as a mouse can be whenever he have to face with such situation. My husband is not not not good when quoting a price and will always ask for my opinion. Being the ‘ya-ya-or’ accountant wife, ( I have to be ya-ya-or because I love my husband and hate to see him got bullied with ungrateful pests) I will have to give my 2 cents worth of price to him. Only then he will start to open his mouth and give his 2nd thought of my quotation and then agreed with it and will proceed to tell his customer of his best price.

Sigh. Not only he is timid with the quotation stuffs but he is at times, too kind-hearted. After being dealt with a great blow few years back (all thanks to the failure of ***which he has been working so hard on it and were paid with a minimal sum for a price of your monthly power supply bills), we decided not to give face to any friends when comes to business. Business is business and if you’re unhappy with the price quotation, feel free to approach other web designers. We have learnt so much from people that we feel that we are being stepped and stabbed real hard from them. People love to take advantage when we are being nice to them. These people still pretend that nothing happened when their project failed and could even ask for his help again to set up another one! That is very ridiculous and that is part of the reason why he has stayed away from drifting. Drifting was his passion and if you have no money, better stay away from the rich and never invite troubles.

Anyway, Shibly is turning 2 in 3 months time. That is very fast and I have yet to plan for the future. The actual fact is, I planned so many things for Shibly but I have not started with any of my plans yet. I feel that I need to spend more time with him and the thought of being SAHM has to be destroyed forever. I know that I can never be one. But I am thankful of course, to be blessed with this current job and a husband who can still support me at the same time.

My sister in law is getting married this weekend and I am indeed happy for her. Things will definitely changed once she got married and who knows, there might be additional members in our family next year? The thought of having extra member in the family has started to haunt me. Is it time for me to start saving and revised back all my expenses? Will things go smoothly as ever or do I have to juggle with times and thinking of a way to earn extra money to hire a maid in future?

I am still contemplating to close my Multiply but I couldn’t bear to part with all my photos and contacts. When i first got married and then got pregnant with Shibly, Multiply was my first source of breaking the wonderful news to my dear close friends. I shared my inner thoughts to strangers at Multiply and they seems to be enjoying my funny antics and adoring my not-so-ugly photos too. LOL!

Well, it seems not a good idea for me to close down my Multiply. I’ll just let it rot there, and who knows that i might come back there again?

Lately, i’ve been dying to get a new handphone because someone has just bought a new phone and i was like all excited to grab ShitBlackberry for myself too! A couple had been approaching us for some opinions on what phone to get and of course, being the nonsense and menggelapu me yang nak beli Blackberry, i told them to get it while its hot. But end up, each took a different model of the phone and Blackberry was not their final choice although that was their initial plan. Apu neneh!

My husband, knowing how badly i want the Blackberry phone, then told me that it reminds him of an incident where he was caught in the conversation between Boss A and Boss B, talking about the latest phones. This Boss A offered his blackberry phone to Boss B, stating the fact that he doesn’t know how to use Blackberry phone and that he just bought it for fun since this was the ‘in thing’. Boss B declined his offer as he claimed that he is not used having such phone and preferred the old Nokia model and has been using it comfortably. My husband then was smiling, wondering what could happen if i were there, listening to their conversation. Hurhurhur. Of course, i jumped with excitement and asked my husband, why didn’t he voice out something?

My husband then told me, of course paiseh lah. Boss A never offered him so how to talk? LOL! He told me that even if the boss offered, he wouldn’t take his offer because he got no money to buy the phone for me also. Lol! Haiyah.. wasted right? :p

Ha ha ha ha ha…not funny and… i still want new phone!!!!!! Perhaps i may not want to buy blackberry lor. Not sure what phone i want but all i know is that i need a new phone. It doesn’t matter whether i got bonus or not, it is not important at all!!!!!!! I don’t care and im going to buy new phone too ok? But to think of being saddled with another contract and further debts, i may think twice. Yes, TWICE. See? Nak step sensible pulak eh?

Ok, put aside of getting new phones, my SIL’s wedding is coming soon and i’ve yet to invite some friends for her wedding! I have yet to see my tailored outfit and has yet to put aside the payment for the bajus, exclude the accessories, shoes, make up and etc. LOL! Over kan?? Oh not only that, after my SIL’s wedding, i have to attend for my company’s D&D and the theme is Masquerade . WOW!!! WOO!! What am i supposed to dress? *scratch head*

But anyway, after having a discussion with a colleague of mine on what we should wear for the D&D, we came to a conclusion that we may have to ‘BUIH’ again at the very last minute for the event. That was what happened last year. LOL! We both were so confident to attend the D&D but end up, we both cabut and buat bodoh sudah! LOL!

You know it totally sucks when someone who doesn’t dressed up for the event could win as the Best Dressed or Ms ****. Really bodoh! It happened every year, they always end up choosing someone who dressed up with very simple outfit. Some dressed up without following the theme at all also can win lei? *shake butt* But of course lah, some deserved to win, but that rarely happened. :p

I am missing my Shibly now! Its time to fetch him from my MIL’s place. Yea, finally i got to sleep and rest well at home without him today. Its not that i am enjoying what i did today but because i have no maid to help me clean the house and to look after him, and my husband is very busy with his projects, the sickly me, had to put him away for awhile and is going to fetch him back soon.

I mean, right now. Yes, right now i am going to hogah my husband to fetch Shibly right away!