Oh what a lovely Tuesday! It has been such a long time i felt so blessed on weekdays. I’d never feel contented with all the days except weekends and that shows how ungrateful I am as a human being.

Anyway, i do realise that I must be thankful with whatever Allah has granted to me. Thank you Allah! ))

Since i have nothing better to do (although there are tons of work to do at home), i would like to post up some old pics which were taken errr…last year. Haha!

Just Shibly and his daddy…

These were the days where we wanted to enroll Shibly to start his pre-school year at Cherie Hearts, situated at Kembangan branch. However, after so much discussions with hubby (fees & journey), we aborted the idea to enroll him to school at the age of 2 yrs. We do not want to take the risk of paying so much for his fees at his age. It is not that we are stingy when comes to our child’s education but we do not want him to end up changing school because of the fees which we can’t afford to pay monthly.

We have so much things in mind and we agreed to just enroll him to normal PAP or whichever schools where we can afford to pay the school fees. Insyallah, i believe that if we worked hard, we will be able to put him into a good school one day.

I went for my check up last Thursday and i complained to my gynae that i was having pain on my tummy last night. She then told me that since i am in my 37 weeks, there might be a possibility that baby wants to come out early.

She checked on me and informed me that my cervix has opened at 2 cm and i could give birth anytime. She asked if i wanted to be warded that night and get myself induced but i declined. Well, i have my reason why i do not want to be warded that night and got induced, because, i am not ready to start my leaves as yet. Hello, i have like 3 more days to endure my working life and this was too sudden for me! Hurhur.

I went for a short test, about half an hour, in a observation room to see whether if i had any contraction but was noted that i did not have any contraction as yet and my gynae finally agreed that i could go back home that day. She, however feel that i should just induce now but oh well, i dont understand why is she so kanchong than me?

For now, it is like a waiting game for me. I am having a sharp pain on my abdomen and it is very uncomfortable. Hubby is kind enough to be there for me 24 hours. Sanggup dia tak pergi kerja ok? I think he also want to take the chance of not going to work huh?

Anyway, look at me and my tum tum. Yes, this is the dress that i purposely bought specially for me to be warded to the hospital. Haha! I just want to have that motivation to beranak. Sanggup beli bag baru ok just to sumbat all my barang2 maternity. OH wait! I think i left my breastpump in the office!!!!!

Yea like finally, i have my favourite baby cot in my room. Besar jah! Sempit bilek aku tapi nak buat apa, anak punya pasal! Thanks to Mariani and Adi Budiman!

Ok here it goes! This was taken last Friday. Mentang2 tak kerja (on MC), i is so semangat nak pakai fake lashes. Can’t stand myself at times. Sighhh!!!

I asked my husband if i looked ‘cute’ in this picture, but he doesn’t seems to give me err, positive answer cause he hate my bangs! Wth?

The only thing he likes about this picture is, my dress. Yeah, he chose that dress for me to wear. Bought at Frou Frou City Plaza.

Okay frankly speaking, i am having this jitters feeling (macam nak kahwin pulak) about giving birth anytime soon. I dont know if this is going to be my last pictures of pregnancy. It is kinda sad. I am sure going to miss the feeling of being pregnant again. That is the reason why i camwhored myself many2 so that I could browsed back how cheeky and vain i am during my 2nd pregnancy.

I feel like getting myself induced now and quickly give birth but at the same time, i dont feel a need to give birth in a hurry. Tsk. You know, the feeling of nak beranak skrg tapi tak nak, tak nak beranak skrg tapi nak? Ahhh…like that lah.

Ok will update again. Hopefully with more peektures!

This thursday marks my 37 weeks. I am nervous but excited at the same time. Nervous to go through the labour pain and excited to hold my baby in my arms.

I wonder if Shibly could accept his baby brother and loves him just like how he used to kiss my tumtum every day and kept telling me that he wants to play football and boxing with his baby brother. How sweet! But well, im not really sure if he would react the same once his baby brother is out. *gulp*

Anyway, here are some of my random photos. Gotta love this pregnancy and camwhoring moment with my son, Shibly.

All photos below were taken before 37 weeks pregnant.

I just love being me. I can still fit into these kind of dresses even though i was 8 mths pregnant. Perhaps, thanks to my petite size?

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Okay, it has been quite some time i did this thang. I meant, to upload photos and blog at the same time is really tiring. I just did this out of boredom. I do have many things to do at home actually, but i choose to just update this boring blog of mine just to make me satisfied tt i have a blog and will try my best to blog whatever happens in my life.

Of course there are things that i couldn’t blog about. It’s hard sometimes to just keep numb about it but then, people might know whom you are talking about and assumed the problems that you’re facing be it at home or at work.

I would love to upload more photos here but i guess that has to wait. I want to sleep now and let’s hope that tomorrow will be a better day and more updates to come!

Cheeerrrssss!!!!